You don't honestly care enough to know my name

Do you ever know that moment when you're hurt?
Do you ever know that moment when you're paralyzed with fear?
Do you ever know that moment when you regret everything?
Do you ever know that moment when you tried your best, but it wasn't good enough?
Do you ever know that moment when you surrender yourself to the darkness?
Do you ever know that moment when you loose sight of the light?
Do you ever know that moment when you just want to give up?
Do you ever know that moment when you let the mask go, and everything comes crumbling down?
Do you ever know that moment when you fake happiness to please others?
Do you ever know that moment when you're suddenly holding a bloody razor in your hand?
Do you ever know that moment when you're abandoned for someone better?
Do you ever know that moment when you're about to shatter?
Do you ever know that moment when you're shattered?
Do you ever know that moment when the world dies?
Do you ever know that moment when not even the music can help you?
Do you ever know that moment when you look in the mirror with complete and utter hatred?
Do you ever know that moment when you die inside?
Do you ever know that moment...
... when you're BROKEN?


It's funny when you keep insisting that you're not good enough, hoping the person that you say it too will insist that you're not, that  you're amazing, perfect, beautiful, and you get to hear it, but then just can't bring yourself to believe it.
That's me all the time.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here. I may not be who you want me to be, I may not be perfect, I may not be scarless, but I'll be there for you.