If I could be anything in the world I'd actually have a spine so I could say what I wanted to instead of hiding behind a screen and writing to do so. 

Knowing that I will probably never achieve this considering I know no one out their is listening to me is ok. And to think that is ok. So here I am being ok. 

And if you have a problem with that I suggest you beg, borrow or steal a spine and tell me that yourself.