Apricity

However you came upon my corner of the internet, be welcome here, for you are safe.

I have possibly lived sixteen years upon this earth, constantly consumed by existential dread and regret for most things I do, especially in the fandom realm. It seems I run against that which is unstoppable, and yet only then do I never tire, for regret consumes us all in the end.

Some have called me a demon.

All I seek is truth.

My hobbies include:

Writing

Dissociation from reality

T̸h̵i̵n̶k̷i̴n̸g̵ ̵a̶b̸o̶u̶t̷ ̶t̸h̴e̴ ̶m̶e̴a̶n̴i̶n̶g̷l̷e̴s̴s̴n̵e̴s̷s̵ ̴o̴f̶ ̴l̸i̵f̵e̴

D̵͕̍e̷̙̖̍m̵̥̄o̷͈͖̚n̷̛̪-̴̻̔s̵̛̯͠ȕ̷̦̒m̸̮̦̏͛m̵̙̙̒o̷̮͊͊ń̴̦̬̂i̴͖͌n̵̨͆͗g̴̡̡̓ ̶͍̠̈́r̶͎͆͑ͅì̴̖͍ṭ̵̣̍ṳ̵͗͜a̶̢̛̗͛ľ̶̯̾͜s̵̗͎̅

Ç̴̦͚̈͐r̶̛̼̓̈́̀͘o̸̥͉͖̮̝̎͛͊̅͗u̷̡̜͈͗̀͊̆̑ḉ̶̡̔͊͘h̵̡̜̍̽̒̐̄i̵͈̱͓̒͆n̶̢͓̳̂̑̔g̴̢͉̰͉̏͛͊͠͝ ̵̱̪͗͘̚͝i̴̪̪͓̞͙̊̈́̑͛͘n̸͕̜̳͋̑̀͐̂ ̸̧̧̙̝̏̌̆͝͝ḏ̷̨͕̟͍̿̿a̷͔͈̱͌̅̓͐́r̷̨̠͉̜̒̈́͑͘k̵̩͊̀̃ṋ̸͓̙̇̈́̌̈́͝ͅe̵̩̼̲͗͗̏͗s̶̢̓s̵͇̖̀̕ ̵̨̡̛̞͎̰t̴̨̧͕̟̺̎̆̐͐͗ȏ̷̥̦͉̙͛ ̸̙̫̺̏̐͘͝ŵ̶̤̩̼̟̓͗͘͠ă̵̡̙̭̩͜i̶̭͖̟̲͆t̷̗̳̓ͅ ̶͍̟̭̈́̓͋f̶͉̞̥̫̽̓̉͐ǒ̵̩̫̼̣̓̕͝r̶͉̊ ̸͍̝͉̎̀̈ͅṗ̴̬̪͍̠̆͊̾͊r̷̯̪͍̭͙̓͂̅ȇ̵̫͓̬ẏ̸̝̘̈́̎̿͠

M̶̠̤̦̫͒͌͂̊ú̴̫̪̞̦̙͉͛͜ṛ̶͎͇͓̹̘̫̬͔̤̘͋d̷̩͍̻̯̬̀̀̏̔̈́̽͂e̸͚̪͛̐̉̅͗̕ŗ̶͙̱̣̯̈́̿͌̀̓

M̷̧̡̡̪̠̤͔͕̙͈͙͉͎̰͔̣̺͂̈͘ͅͅư̴̧͍̫͍͈̻̳̠̬̬̣͍̓̏͜ŕ̶̡̡̨̨̟̬̜̲̖̗̙̱̺̣̱̻͚̜͍̠̭̞͑̇́̊̒͂̂̋̋̀͑͝͠d̵̛̝̬̪͈̜̰̣͛̒̍̄̓̔̈͂̅̏̇̎̿̿͋̓̚ë̸̡̢͙͍̦̤̦̱͍̭̘̪̠̙̼̫͕̯̤̻̲̗̱́̆͛͑̔̊͗͛͘͝ͅͅŗ̴͖͕̼̣̲̻̗̺̳͍̱͓̰̟̖̭̪̲͖͖͈̘͍̫͑̓̾̀̓͐̍̂͘͜

M̸̡̢̡̨̡̛̛̦̠̺̙̱̯̝͖̺̞̝̜̠̦͈̹̻͚̳͈͓̻̪̯̟̜̥̞̹̩͊̌͒̌̐̋̋̊͐͒̚͘͜͝ự̷̡̛̣͔͈̙̳̖͛͂̈́̅̔̀̏̀̊̉͌̓́̇͠͝ͅͅr̸̡̛̛̳̦͙̦̪̗̮̜̣͓̳̗̪͇̰͉̎̈́̽͛̈̆̉̈́͆̎̿̇̍̉̊̂́̊̿͘̕̚͝͠ḑ̶̣͙̩̥̞͔̳̺̖͓̝̺̗̹͍͉̼̝̗̮̤͖̰̭̘͙̪̻̰̹̩̼̱̅̌̌̽̽̌͊̒̆̋͛̉̑̽̓̓̑̍͂͌͆͋̎͑̒̒̀̏̎̚̕̕͜͜͠͠͝͝ę̴̡̛͉̟͈̺̼̰͔͓̞͎̗̞͈̳̪̣̦̩̠̖͓̱̭̯͎̽͗͛̐͌̑̂͆̀̀̅̉͌͂̐͆̏́́̎͂̃͘̚͜͠r̸̛̯̳̘͍̖͓̭̳̻̩̒̀̃͒̍̍́̇́̾̈́̂̎̀̊̈́̐̃̀͘̚̕͠