iNeedToEscapeLife

I came here to try to escape my life. Not even my friends or best friends know me enough to know this. But now i think they need to know.

I have Lypophrenia (a feeling of sadness with no apparent reason) and Atelophobia (the fear of imperfection, or not being good enough; an extreme fear of failing to achieve perfection in any of one's actions, ideas or beliefs). Because of this, I am insecure, depressed, suicidal and I cut - I am 14 years old. I was bullied when i was young, and it has left a big scar

I watch a lot of YouTube because it vaguely distracts me from my life, but not for long. My favourite subjects in school are Music (mostly singing), Art and Drama, because i have the chance to subtly express myself.

I discovered this site over a year ago, but started an account with my 'acting' character, who is childish, happy, funny and playful. Now you have the chance to see the real me, the real @stampysquidcakegirl.