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All of you stop and f*cling read this please.
Pass me off as an attention whore, do whatever you want but take a couple seconds to read this because believe it or not a life is kinda important.
I'm not going to waist your time or anything, but I have something to prove to all of you.
PEOPLE WHO WANT TO DIE WANT ONE THING. A TRUE FRIEND WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THEM. THEY WANT SOMEONE TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THEM AND TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY.
I'm going to teach you all exactly how serious I am.
Don't waist your time with the "don't go I love you" because YOU DON'T CARE ONE BIT DO YOU? Say goodbye if you want, whatever.
But I wont be coming back to any of you. I'll finally be dead.
And no, I don't care how long it takes I will destroy myself till I die. I will not be seen as a joke any longer.
So yeah, good fucking bye.
On the other hand, I love you all.
But sometimes what you think is love isn't love at all.