Suck my ass

I have a best friend that I miss so much. He was in my life for so long and a piece of me is gone now. I wish we could have just stayed friends. But. We didn’t. And now I feel lost without him. I don’t blame him at all. I blame his parents. But, why should it matter that someone important in my life is gone? RIGHT!? I miss them so god damn much.

Also, I am in the works of another oneshot that will be posted soon

Even when the dark comes crashing through
          
          When you need someone to carry you
          
          When you’re broken on the ground 
          
          You will be found <3

My lack of posts is bothering me..
          
          “

I’m at the mood where I am working on three chapters and I don’t know what to do.
          WHICH X READER?
          James
          John
          Or Michael? 

I shouldn’t have told anyone anything. 
          
          I should have kept it to myself
          
          I should have just kept quiet

“Life is but a dream and I dream of you” 

Hey guys. I’m in the works of a new book(Sue me bitches). It is a Michael Mell x Reader. I’m writing the first chapter so it should be out soon. Love ya!

I’m not exactly in the best spot. My friend had some really bad issues with her crush. I really bad for some reason. I feel really fucking depressed and almost had a panic attack in the shower. But, I don’t want to tell her. I don’t want to add on to her issues. I don’t want to be a burden.

I swear I’m not dead physically