Ebony_Writer

Did you take down return of the wormhole? ;-;

WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN UPDATING/ACTIVE DESPITE PROMISES TO DO SO*
          
          Hello, seeing as I have been unable to fulfill previous promises that I have made, and how I have two fairly popular stories that are being more or less neglected, I felt that an explanation was owed to those who are wondering why.
          I did leave due to severe depression a while ago. During the months that I was struggling with my mental health I was self harming and thinking about attempting suicide. My ability to write the sort of things that I have on this profile disappeared, and I was unable to be happy with anything I tried to write. I overcame that hurdle around April or May of this year. 
          Then I had my senior project to complete, which is still ongoing, which requires me to draw twenty full portraits of people. That is one of my most important responsibilities right now, more important than Wattpad.
          And then, a few days after I graduated, my grandmother had a major stroke, and was taken temporarily to a nursing home for physical therapy, but was then transferred to our house after being hospitalized again for dehydration. She died four days ago.
          In addition to all of this stuff, we adopted two young boys with severe mental issues last year, which helped trigger the depression that I had to deal with.
          Despite all of this, one of the major reasons that I can't update, is because I am having so much trouble writing these stories. I don't know if it is a dislike of them, if it is the subject matter, or just the fact that I've outgrown them.
          I don't like several things about all of them, but still like the characters, so maybe a rewrite will get me back into the swing of things.
          Or, they'll just be abandoned. In which case, if you wouldn't mind, would you rather I leave them up or just take them down?
          I'll be starting college in a month, so even if I rewrite and start updating, they won't be every other day like COP was, just so you know.
          And I'd like to write more, but my character count is at 2000 now

You are not going to continue "Pretty little Parallels", are you?

I loved your book change or perspectives. It was different than the typical g/t book.
          
          IDK if you ever plan to come back, but I hope dean, his mother, and his future fiance/kid are saved ;; ( his dad can rot in hell). Dean's death shook me in book 1.  I was holding to hope but it ended with a nope :( showed the sinister aspects of the alt universe as in our world even   obvious cases  need trials and it is usually years before death row inmates get executed. Plus there's the last meal thing... AND not to mention the humane death)
          
          ANYWHO, I hope you are doing better as you went on hiatus on the having issues with mental health. Which is something I know and understand all too well. As I have Bipolar Depression and generalized Anxiety disorder (including pretty severe social anxiety to the point it affects my functionality on day to day life - though I hold onto a strong desire to be social. And I am. Sometimes. But it's super hard and incredibly draining. 3 hours at a party and it's like I've been hit by an 18 wheeler... I sometimes think it would be easier if I was a complete introvert and was satisfied keeping to myself most of the time orz In any case, my point is, I understand what you are going through (to a general extent) and wish nothing for best regarding your health. Which of course, is much more important than wattpad so I'm not upset about any unfinished story. As this site is free, I honestly feel people should be able update however much or little they want without harassment from the peanut gallery. so yeah. Even if you never return to your stories that is okay if that is what you want. I just legitimately hope you are feeling at least little bit better now! (My PM box is always open if you need to vent~) 
          
          - Ronnie (I'm a fem Ronnie fyi)

Hello! How are you today?

Hey hey <3
          Say, would you be interested, in joining something like a Micro/Macro Book-Club/ Networking-thingy?
          I'm trying to get one started and have had a few positive responses so far, but of course, the more people join/ know about it, the better it will become :)
          (It will probably take some time to get this going tho.. x)  )
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/80293848-teasers-ideas-inspiration-an-open-collection-for

I Enjoy your books, they are very good and capture the image quite nicely, your detail is clear and your grammar is on point. You're a very good writer.
          

@StuckInADayDream14 you're welcome :)

@StuckInADayDream14 thank you! :) I'm trying update them soon.

Thanks for the vote :)