This is NOT a story, but a journal full of letters to my friend Lauren Landavazo who was murdered on September 2, 2016. This is for me not for you, but you can read them. Lauren was very special, she loved to spread joy and was the happiest person I knew. She could make you smile anytime of any day and I can't believe this happened to her. "Just let me live my life!" -LTL "My daddy is my pastor."