Ryan J. Parker was a happy child growing up. She couldn't imagine a better one! But once she was in rolled in a new school with Connor, Her best friend since second grade, That all changes. She's hurt. Mentally and physically. She starts believing what they all have to say. She only has one other friend, Who she's talked to on her computer's chat log for so long. Sasha knows a lot about her. They are really, really close! But once Ryan receives a message on the chat log from a boy, Her world turns around. Ryan and the boy grow close. She feels happiness around him. Real happiness only around him. But once tragedy strikes her family, She's pushed back down. She's decided that this year is the year she decides; Will she end up happy with a happily ever after? Or will she end up hurt in a happily never after? Join Ryan in her journey by reading; Jared Is Hope