April~16~2007 Define love?, I have no fucking clue what it is but I do know that I taste it I want it. So love is an abstract?, okay Everyone has it or do they pretend they do so everyone wants it It's a mystery until I fucking find out What if i never find out because I've never had a boyfriend in six-teen-years of my life probably a little 3rd grade fling but we broke up after 3 weeks and I was just glad I wasn't lonely I don't wanna be lonely I don't wanna not be loved will fate change it all for ME or is that just too much to ask for if you aren't going to send me love don't fucking embarrass me like that. ___________________________________________ Amanda belgly is mind set is still on her worst nightmare senior year of high school when everything fell down she got asked to the prom by a guy who is too handsome to bare that she can't resist and he leaves a tragic scare on her life of love forever Amanda is now 26 and never had a real boyfriend how can she ever fall in love now she's too damaged.