Summary Do you feel like you were born in a different time? you have that nagging feeling na parang may mali, things sometimes just don't add up, make you wonder, bakit ako nandito? What's my purpose? often times world just don't make sense at all. Ah life, when I think about it, ang sakit sa bangs, not because I have a lot to think about, but mainly I'm just too tired of what should I make out of it. Sometimes, it's nice to linger in wishful thinking and the what ifs dimension, what if I was born in a different era or as different person? Would it really make any difference? Would I live and choose a different path and would I be more satisfied and fulfilled? Will I be able to fight the demons and be stronger than temptations or otherwise? Only to found out that what I needed ay isang pamatay na tuktok sa ulo. I mean literally. To appreciate and have clarity in life. This is a story of Life, Death, Life again and a lot of crazies. Love is a word that I'm not used to say even to myself, and it's an unfamiliar word to me that is, so foreign in my tongue. - Lulu