it is a story about my life, everything mentioned what happened from the start to the present, this story will help everyone who suffered from past trauma, nobody deserves the life i had, i hope everyone reading this who doesn't or has past trauma doesn't have to suffer from the things i have gone through, read this when you are sad and are losing hope in your life, you can always come to me tell me what is going on in your mind, i will try my best to comfort you... in this story you will get to know that you are not alone in your journey and i will also give advices to cope with what you are going through... again if you have no one always come to me i won't judge, instead i will try my best to make you cope with what you are going through. later in the story i will give the life lessons i learned, even if you don't wanna read the rest of the book, pls make sure to read those if you are going through living hell.