When people leave and walk out of your life, you think of two different things. 1- "They'll be back." 2- "This is the end..." It takes time to realize number two, though, and a lot of pain. I would know, it happened to me... "I'm leaving for New York, Lee." Park Sunghoon, my childhood crush and best friend. We knew each other since we were in diapers. In middle school, seventh grade, to be exact, I fell in love with Sunghoon, deeply in love. I didn't dare to tell him, though. I mean, it was just a silly middle school crush. But that was the issue. It wasn't. I liked him in high school, too, all the way up till senior year. I wanted to confess, but I didn't, I kept quiet. I mean, he told me he never wanted a relationship in high school anyway. Why would I try? I wish I did try, though.. "Take care, Lee." Was the last word he ever spoke to me. It was too late. It was too late... He was gone and out of my life. "I love you, Sunghoon..." That was all I had to say.