There is a point in your life when you ask yourself, what have I turned out to be? Is this really what i wanted for my life? As I stood there in the middle of the emergency room with my golden heels, silver cased phone, black skirt, guilt weighing down my heart and the sound of my family and former friends cries engulfed my ears. I couldn't stop myself from questioning my actions, what have I turned out to be? Is this really what i wanted for my life?