This is a book I hope my friends never find, nor read. I just can't take it anymore and need to get it out. This is what people think. Real people with real problems no one seams to care about. Read if you want. I don't care, just don't bi*ch if you don't like what you read. This is my everyday thoughts, EVERY day. I want the pain to go away. A look inside my mind... And I'm terrified. Warning Self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempts