(this is a sequel to "...does this seem familiar to you?" and "you don't get to choose whether or not i exist!") Mark, Hey man. I don't know where you are or if you'll ever see this letter-I don't even know whether you're alive or dead right now so it's not like I can just send this to you. Honestly I'm just assuming you're dead and reading this as you come back as a ghost to haunt me. And the first thing I wanted to say is that I'm sorry.