"I'm not afraid of trying, but of being let down. I'm not afraid of falling, but of hitting the ground." They say to "fight for what you love, to hold on and never give up." So why does it feel like I'm fighting a losing battle and holding on while you're letting go? They say to "Hold on for what you feel" but what if holding on is the reason why i am falling apart? I have a million reason to let go still, I keep on holding on to that ONE reason why I shouldn't. ... My name is Maxine Dallas, and I'm officially dating the international playboy, secretly. ... "The truth is everyone will hurt you, you just have to find someone who's worth all the pain. And he is."