this story has now been discontinued. ** delphinium flowers mean growth and change. ** this story does contain very mature language. 15+ it will also contain talk about serious topics like eating disorders, ptsd, traumatic experiences, mention of drugs, smut and self harm etc. 15+ if you do not wish to read any further because of those reasons then please don't read any further. if you ever get uncomfortable reading, please for your own comfort, don't read further. ** most impressive rankings: 8 in travis barker 52 in maggie lindemann 77 in mads lewis 98 in mgk **