Have you ever had the feeling that the world isn't on your side and no one cares? Being lonely is "normal" they said, it's only a phase they said, and my favorite "forget about the past and move on". How is it possible that when something big happens in your life that is so painful, people are so quick to tell you to move on with your life? It's never easy to listen to all those words telling you to move on from an event that made you to lose sleep for a week and be in pain and fear of big crowds. I will never forget that day or the activities leading up to that day.