no, this isn't a rant or vent book, yes there might be some general venting but that's not what this is solely for. it has been suggested by a proffessional that i jot things down daily to see if things improve. or just at least to be more mindful of my life (something good because i can be very forgetful) as to why im posting it on wattpad, i dont really know. maybe so if one of my friends is curious they can check? again idk. if i keep it saved and offline it doesnt feel like screaming into a void so im putting it in a void.