a new place a new city a fresh start for the iconic socially awkward Thalia Mathews. She has never fit in anywhere or with anyone except herself. The small town in Michigan does no justice to her so when she gets excepted to go to college in the big Apple she jumps to it. New York City the place she hopes to find a purpose in life. While she is trying, she finds a guy Mateo walker who finds a certain interest in her. - "I believe we all have a purpose in life" I say truthfully. Finishing that aw gave I observe this guy, he is maybe 6'1 towering over over my 5'1 figure. His eyes are the blue, not the regular boring blue, the kind that is mixed in different shades, kind of like if the ocean and sky mixed. I often think of shades of colors like how If you mix all of them you get a boring nasty dark color. Thats how I feel with people, if you try to mix the wrong personality you get a nasty result, it seems as like I am the shade that doesn't go well with anyone these days . oh shit I forgot I said something "okay then what's your purpose then" he looks at me while sipping his beer. "I'm not sure, I haven't figured it out yet"