Fear, Anxiety, Depression, Pent-up anger & thoughts of just ending it all creeped up in Ma'coya's mind everyday she faces a new challenge of how to bypass all she's been through that it causes her mind to have a chain reaction of what it feels like to be a normal person and not have a case study built up of her being bipolar and so called depressed. She felt like her spirit and her body weren't in sync at all like her mind was playing tricks on her. Can she get passed this road block in life or will she forever be stuck?