Ever since I was a little girl, I had an unspeakable hunger for romance. So like Lara Jean in To All The Boys I've Loved Before, I tend to fall quick and hard, but I never knew how to handle the feelings I was getting. I never thought of writing a letter for my eyes only to remind myself how strongly I could feel about it, I usually told the person that we couldn't be friends or talk anymore, just so I wouldn't have to worry about messing our friendship up later on down the road... Due to wanting to keep my crush's name private to keep this away from him, plus not wanting to use it because he doesn't know. I will be changing his name for this as a safety precaution. I will also warn you guys in advance, that I am a hopeless romantic and I love the big sappy gestures, and most likely will have a bunch of it in this! So if you don't like mushy romance, then this is not for you.