This book does include depression, gore, and some gay scenes. (Just a warning lol) Sometimes, love can hurt. Sometimes love can heal. It can hit anyone at anytime. Kai was able to experience this first hand. Kai had never fully known a happy life. He was moved around a lot. One day, a young male came into his life. Jay, someone Kai never though would make such an impact on his life. Yet, this is how Kai came to know Jay.