***Hi! Thank you so freaking much for your comments/votes. I think this chapter will be kind of short, I hope not, so I am sorry in advance. However, there is a lot of drama so I think you will like it :)
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"Harry?! Niall?!" I heard him scream from the hallway.
I rolled my eyes, knowing what was going to happen next.
Two pairs of feet rushed to the hallway.
"What. The. Hell." Zayn seethed at the boys.
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"What the hell is wrong with you guys?! Why didn't you freaking tell me?" Zayn barked at the two men.
"I-I-what? Tell you what?"
I could recognize that Irish-accent anywhere. Poor innocent Niall.
"You know what"
Wow, Zayn was really getting mad.
"Uh, I have to side with Niall I-"
"Harry, just shut it."
"But what the hell did we do?!" Harry asked, obviously annoyed and impatient.
"Why. Didn't. You. Tell. Me. About. Sky??" Zayn said through gritted teeth.
I waited for the bomb that was about to go off in the other room.
"Uh, Zayn, let's take this into the other room-"
"No! We will talk right here. Why didn't it occur to you that maybe this was a big thing and that maybe I should know that the girl I love is pregnant?!"
Hold up....love?
What?
He loves...me?
Isn't this too soon? I mean, I haven't ever really been in a relationship but isn't he going too fast or am I just going too slow?
But recently I haven't even talked to him. I have talked more with Harry than anyone else at the moment.
"Shh, you know everyone can probably hear you" Harry harshly whispered.
"Shit. Are Louis or Liam here?" Zayn nervously asked.
I was still in shock about how he was reacting.
"No, they left to get some food." Niall finally spoke up.
"Good....now tell me why you never told me, and don't give me shitty answers"
"Uh...well she told me because she was afraid. I promised her I wouldn't tell you. She wanted to tell you herself"
There is no way Zayn could get mad at Niall. Everything Niall said was true.
"Fine. Niall, your off the hook for now"
I smirked knowing now it was Harry's turn.
"Harry?"
"Uh, I, uh, I was in the room and I heard her crying and stuff and...yeah"
That was the shitty answers Zayn told them not to say. Complete bullshit.
"Harry-"
"I'm sorry! She wanted to tell you in person, not by us....she really likes you, Zayn, she really does"
Instead of telling the truth Harry partly told the truth and changed the topic. Wow Harry.
"Really? How can I know? She obviously doesn't trust me-" Zayn replied, a little hurt.
"Trust me, Zayn, she really does. She has been freaking out for the past few weeks because she didn't want you to kick her out."
So now Harry is being nice.
That boy confuses me a lot.
"I would never-"
"Yeah, but she was scared...Just be really nice to her, she's been really stressed lately" Niall lectured Zayn.
Niall really is an amazing friend.
"Ok. I told her I would be right back. I just wanted to talk to you. Sorry for," he took a deep breath, "sorry for flipping out on you guys. It's just....it's just I feel horrible. I swear, Matt and Jim will pay....great that sounds cheesy" Zayn rambled.
"I second that" Niall piped.
"I...uh...me too" Harry reluctantly said. What was his problem?
After a minute of silence, Zayn spoke.
"Ok...uh...just don't tell Liam or Louis yet, she is going to tell them tomorrow I think."
"'K" Harry and Niall choruses.
Zayn soon opened the door to see me flutter my eyes. Shoot I always get caught. I mean i have eavesdropped on them so many times I can't count. Zayn really needs to get thicker walls.
"Sky? I thought you were really tired."
"I-I am, but I heard you open the door."
I know, lame excuse, but I panicked.
He loves me...yeah maybe he said it like 'I love my friend' as in that love.
The world may never know...
"Uh...ok..."
"Yeah, so what time is it?"
He reached into his pockets and turned on his iPhone.
"11:11, you should really get some sleep"
Ehh, sleep can wait. It's 11:11. Make a wish.
I don't usually pay attention to these apparently 'lucky' things, but I needed all the luck I could get.
This will be corny, but I don't care.
'Please let the drama end.'
Little did I know that it was no where near to being done.
Zayn sat down in my bed and made sure I was tucked in. I smiled at how adorable he was being.
We both laid on the bed in quiet.
There was a faint ring of a phone but that was it.
"Can you-" I asked in the same moment Zayn asked,
"Do you-"
We both nervously laughed. It's weird how we were quiet for so long and then all of a sudden we picked the same time to ask a question.
Cue awkward silence.
I opened my mouth but Zayn said something first.
"Ladies first"
Ha, how cute.
"Fine. I, uh, I wanted to know if you could sing"
He chuckled and I instantly felt self-conscience.
"What's so funny? I'm sorry for asking" I snapped.
He stopped and looked at me.
"Because I was going to ask if you wanted me to sing"
"Oh..." I embarrassedly responded.
"And sure, I would love to. Just get comfy"
I fidgeted with the covers until I was ready to be sung to sleep.
Wow, saying that makes it sound even cuter: Zayn sings me to sleep.
"We've been friends now for a while....
Girl what would you do?
Would you wanna stay if I were to say
Baby tell me what to change
I'm afraid you'll run away if I tell you
What I wanted to tell you yeah
Maybe I just gotta wait
Maybe this is a mistake
I'm a fool yeah, baby I'm just a fool yeah...
Baby let me be your last, your last first kiss"
Instead of falling asleep, my eyes were wide open.
I turned over so I was facing Zayn.
I did something I would never imagine I would actually have enough nerve to do.
I gingerly reached over and took his head in my hands.
And
I.
Kissed.
Him.
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(Harry's POV)
After Zayn walked into Sky's room, I followed. I don't know why, but I just feel so guilty.
Whenever I try to sleep, try to eat, try to even freaking brush my teeth I remember Sky's face.
Terror and pain was painted all over her face. I had to do it. I had to. You just doesn't understand...
Zayn briefly talked to her. In a weird way, it made me jealous. For some odd reason I wanted to be the one who cuddled with her, who sang her to sleep, but now I would never. She would never love me.
All because of-
RING
It was my phone...shit. Lately I have dreaded picking up my phone for...reasons.
I hope I didn't wake Sky up. Another bad sign.
I hurried to my room and took a deep breath.
Taking my phone out, it flashed.
Incoming call: M.
Shit, I was afraid it would be 'M'
He has been calling me a lot recently but I have either ignored it or hung up.
I can't deal with this any longer.
"What?!" I screamed into the phone. I was fed up with him.
"Harry, long time no talk" he sneered.
I started nervously pacing back and forth in my room.
"What the hell do you want??"
"That's no way to speak to me, Harry" he snapped back at me.
I probably deserved that. He had the power over me.
"Sorry" I muttered. I didn't really mean it but he would kill me, literally, if I didn't.
"So...you've done it yet?"
I sighed and shook my head.
"No..." I muttered again. I knew I would get in trouble for that.
"What? Harry, tsk tsk, what am I going to do with you? You won't give it back to us, you won't do what I say-"
"She's a she. Not an it" I forcefully told him.
No way he would diss her like that. She is a person too, you know.
I wanted to beat him up for the way he treated her. I mean, I know I didn't do any better, but...but he forced me.
"Sure, whatever, but you know what I said: you torture 'it' or I take it back and do it myself...and hurt your little friends too. Don't you forget that you control their fate"
I cringed when he referred to her as an 'it,' and for what he told me. He was doing this on purpose.
He could hurt and kill us on a drop of a dime.
The only thing he wants from us, besides the obvious, is our money.
Shit I really screwed up big time,
"Please. Please, can we just stop this? You don't want to do it, I promise you. This isn't what you want. I will give you ten thousand in cash if you just leave us alone-"
"Nuh-uh, I want her" I relaxed a little when he finally referred to her as a her, "however, cash would be nice."
I wanted to like rip my hair out. Why couldn't he just be a nice person and give in?
"I am begging you"
He laughed.
"Oh, how sweet, a little boy pleading with me" he joked.
That just made me even more irritated.
"Stop. Stop doing this. It's wrong" I screamed back.
Shit, I probably shouldn't have done that either.
"You can shut it. You know what? I should have Zayn do it, like I originally planned. You just can't do anything right, can you? I wanted Zayn and yet I got you. You little fu...."
I zoned out. I couldn't handle it.
I totally messed up.
Zayn will have to hear about this sometime, and when he does, let's just say I will probably be maimed.
I gulped.
I really messed up her life....what if it was mine?
I just can't stop thinking about how much I ruined her.
I never knew they did awful things to her, I didn't.
It made me want to cry thinking about how hell-like her life must be.
Why did I have to accidentally pick up Zayn's phone?
Why did I get stuck into this sticky mess?
I never wanted this to happen.
I never wanted this.
I never wanted to hurt her, but then again I would never want to hurt my band mates.
He was blackmailing me.
There. I said it.
Matt was blackmailing me to hurt Sky.
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Ok, so I gave you a kiss and some Matt drama :) sorry if this is short but there will be more intense stuff in the next chapter. :) I hope this makes sense, it will make a lot more in the next ones :)
shoutout to AlexaGajadhar, RicaRayneLuvz1D, and KendalMaryBeam
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Almost. Christmas!
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Question time!
1) If One Direction serenaded you, what song would they sing?
2) 12-21?(that is in American term, it means December 21=the end of the world?) Anyone believe in that stuff?
3) What's a nice gesture you have done for people during the holidays? (like giving homeless people money....)
4) Sky and Zayn's kiss?
5) Matt blackmailing Harry? :o
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