Hi guys, so I've come to terms that my book will not change to the correct order. So before reading the chapter, please make sure that you are reading it in the correct order as written in the title (chapter, 1, 2, 3..)
But anyway, here is another chapter for you ❤️
~Victoria's POV
*After her exams, two days before the ball*
Jessica and I move between the racks of the expensive clothing store that screams high class. Jessica is all giddy and excited as she moves through the racks taking out dresses that she loves. I, on the other hand, feel somewhat discomfort for having Xavior pay for all of this.
Even though he said we could spend whatever amount we want, it still brings me discomfort as it is not our money to spend. But regardless, I couldn't help but fall in love with all the amazing designs. A worker from the store comes up to us and scoffs at our attire.
"Excuse me ladies, but I think it would be more appropriate if you shopped at your own cheap clothing stores, window shopping aren't allowed here" she says smirking. Both Jessica and I looks annoyed at the lady and I reply with. "We'll see you at the cash register" we walk away and start looking for dresses, I hear her whisper something inaudible, but I don't pay her any attention.
Jessica faces me and makes heavy eye contact. "So, I feel like you could go for a black mysterious look as Xavior is mysterious himself. I on the other hand have to go in a lighter direction since Kyle is going light." I agree to her statement and we scout out to look for the dresses.
I don't want to stay here any longer than I have to as the worker is sending off heavy glares which is making me more irritated than I have to be.
" VEE this one screams you " I hear Jessica pulling me to a dress and forcing me to fit it on.
(a black skin tight dress with a long v neck and open sleeves that reaches to the bottom of the dress)
I look skeptical in the mirror and think about how I'm going to move in such a tight dress, I turn to Jessica and see her looking at me. "I want something a bit more flowy so that I can move without feeling restricted." she nods and goes through the racks while I go back into the fitting room and change my clothes.
Jessica comes back with a silk black gown with a slit on the side. The top part is tight with the matrial that crosses over each other with an exposed back.
(a black skin tight dress with a long v neck and open sleeves that reaches to the bottom of the dress)
I try it on and come out, Jessica gasps and nods her head in approval. I face the mirror to see how the dress sits on my body and I can't help but feel excited. I turn to Jessica who has a huge smile on her face "Vee, this is the dress." I nod in agreement and change back into my normal clothes.
When I come out I keep the dress in my hand while we head to look for a dress for Jess.
I see a simple yet gorgeous white dress with one spaghetti strap and a high slit on the opposite side.
Jessica agrees and tries on the dress and comes out looking beautiful as ever. Another worker of the store comes to us and smiles at both of us. "My my my, you look absolutely stunning in that dress, I have a pair of long sleeved gloves that would go brilliantly with that." she smiles. She looks around 24 and full of life, we smile at her as well and encourage her to bring the set of gloves
She comes back and helps with putting on Jessica's gloves. She's way nicer than the other worker and Jessica agrees by her facial expressions. When the worker is done she moves away from Jessica and smiles brightly. Jessica loves how she looks and goes into the dressing room to change so that we can pay for our goods.
We go up to the cash register where the friendly worker who's name is Tony. The other rude worker is right next to Tony and is staring at us. I take out Xavior's card and I hear the rude worker gasp. I smirk and pay for my goods.
Tony bids us a good day and we head out of the store. Jessica drags me into a shoe store, then to a jewelry store then to an ice cream store. By now its already late afternoon and I am extremely exhausted.
Jerry takes Jessica home and drives me up to Xavior's house. When we reach his home, numerous maids comes out and takes my bags into the house. I am extremely grateful as I was too exhausted to carry all of those bags.
I get into the house and head straight to the bedroom, I change into more comfortable clothes and head to Xavior's office, where Xavior said he would be.
I knock three times to hear Xavior's deep voice say "Come in" I open the door, walk in and shut the door behind me. Xavior is at his desk signing some papers and then typing away on his computer. I walk over to him and sit on the chair in front of his desk.
Xavior gives a disapproving look and motions his finger for me to come. He then snaps his fingers and points to his lap. I lightly laugh and say "No" he leans back and crosses his arms over his chest. "No Xavior, you're working and I don't want you to be distracted" I say while trying to contain my laughter.
He switches off his computer and closes his files and gets up. "I am done, now I want to spend time with you." he says while holding his hand out. I place my hand in his and he takes me to the couch that's located on the side of the office
He unties his tie, rolls up his sleeves and unbutton the first three buttons of his shirt. He slumps down and pulls me towards his chest for me to lay on. The couch is pretty big so it's easy for us to find a comfortable spot.
Xavior is the first to speak. "How was your day?" he asks while playing with my hair.
I sigh in exhaustion and begin to trace the pattern of the tattoo on Xavior's chest. "It was so tiring, you won't even believe, and this one lady at the store was so rude. I wanted to punch her." Xavior's chest vibrates to the rhythm of his deep chuckle.
I lightly laugh myself after hearing what I just said. I snuggle deeper into Xavior and he wraps his arms even tighter around me.
I close my eyes and release another sigh, but this one in content. I ask Xavior to sing me a song that he loves, he is still for a moment, but then begins to sing a smooth slow song in Italian. His deep voice brings me to a peaceful state. I find myself being pulled into a very tranquil slumber.
What feels like a few hours passed by and I feel myself awakening from my much needed sleep. I see that Xavior is no longer with me, but instead typing away aggressively on his laptop, looking extremely stressed. I slowly get up and walk over to him.
He notices that I'm making my way over to him and immediately, he closes his laptop and walks over to me pulling me away from his desk. I look at him confused wondering what he is hiding. "Xavior what's going on? What don't you want me to see?"
He replies with "Nothing, let's get you to your room, I think its best if you stay with Jessica for a few days." I immediately stop and place my hands on my hips. "What is going on? Why do you want me to leave?" I see him getting frustrated, but that doesn't stop me.
He takes my arm again and pulls me towards the door. I wiggle my way out of his strong hold which causes my back to hit the wall. I cross my arms over my chest and glare at him." Why won't you tell me what's going on?"
He aggressively rakes his hands through his head. "It's nothing Victoria, go to your room and pack your things, we're leaving in two hours and there's no room argument." But me being the person I am, I make room for argument.
"IM NOT GOING ANY WHERE UNLESS YOU TELL ME WHATS GOING ON!" I yell. Xavior slams his hand on the wall next to me and yells "CAN'T YOU FUCKEN LISTEN TO ME THIS ONCE?!"
I flinch and cover my head with my hands. I feel my body shaking in fear and tears that are threatening to spill. I look at Xavior to see him staring angrily at me will breathing heavily. What if he had hit me? I knew Xavior had issues, but this is the first time I've ever experienced it.
I feel a tear run down my cheek and see Xavior's demeanor change to a soft expression. I push Xavior away from me and exit his office. I run up the stairs to get to the bedroom to pack my things. I hear Xavior calling me and telling me to wait, but I ignore him and continue my way up into the bedroom.
I hear Xavior follow me which causes me to move quicker into the room. I shut the door in his face and lock it. I hear him knocking on the door. "Victoria please come out, I didn't mean to lash out like that. I'm under a lot of stress and I took that out on you. Please I'm sorry, please open the door."
I hear the pain in his voice, but it doesn't cover up the fact that he almost hurt me, things could have turned out really badly if he had hit me instead of the wall. I think its best that I leave so that he can cool off.
I hear him sigh and walk away. I begin to pack my things and message Jessica that I'll be heading to her house then flying out to stay with my mom. But Im not going to tell Xavior that. After I'm done with my messages, I pack in all my necessary items into a bag.
I unlock the door and head downstairs into the living room where I see Xavior speaking to one of his guards in Italian. Xavior's back is towards me so it's the guard that notices me first, then Xavior.
He walks over to me and takes my bag. There's pain in his eyes, but he quickly covers it up to a neutral expression. Xavior is the first to speak. "I will drop you off at Jessica's house and then I'll see you in a few days." he says while waiting for a reply, but I just nod my head and walk out the door and into his car.
He gets in and revs up the engine. We drive in complete silence until we get to Jessica's home. I get out and take my luggage. Xavior's grabs my hand and brings me closer to him. "I know you don't feel comfortable with my guards around, so I'll not have them linger and make you uncomfortable. He says while taking out a box from his pocket. He opens it and a beautiful heart shaped pendent is revealed.
" But I would love it if you wore this at all times, so that I'm always near you." he says while putting the pendant around my neck. He cups my head and looks me deep in my eyes and says ever so gently. "I love you, Victoria" I try to formulate a sentence, but nothing comes out.
He looks down in pain at my silence and let's go of me. He begins to walk off, but without thinking I grab his hand and pull him back. He's a bit shocked, but recovers quickly. I cup his face and bring it closer to mine. I lay a gentle peck on his lips then another one and another.
I let go of him and he takes my hand and begins planting kisses all over them. All that anger that I had dissappeared into thin air. He let's go of me and walks me to the door. Jessica opens it and goes back inside to give Xavior and I some privacy. "Xavior... What happened earlier really scared me. How will I know that it won't be me next time you get angry?" I ask him.
He takes my hand and gives it a light squeeze, "Victoria, I could be angry at you, angry at the world or even at my angriest, but it will never come down to the point where you are the one I hit... Never. I would never ever touch you like that. You hear me?" he says seriously. I nod and look down not knowing how to feel.
Xavior lifts my head and plants a gentle kiss on my forehead. He steps back from me and allows me to walk in the house. I close the door and watch him from the window as he makes a call, gets into his car and speeds off.
Jessica comes back with a cup of tea and says. "Remember what I told you, if you ever feel threatened, I'm only one call away" she's says sternly, probably because she might have heard our conversation.
I look away, out of the window to where Xavior was and say. "Jess, i think there's something very wrong, but I don't know what to do, my emotions are all over the place and i can't think properly." I say while rubbing my head.
Jessica speaks in a stern voice. "After the ball, you should disappear."
Heyy, another chapter done and dusted, I hope you enjoyed it and remember that my chapters are messed up so make sure you read it in the correct order ❤️❤️. HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEARS 🙏