Dear Diary,
It's my mom's birthday, she is 44 years old. Honestly I don't know what to do for her or get her, I don't have any money. I feel disappointed because she deserves the world, but I can't even give her a chocolate bar.
Anyways... I've caught myself catching feelings for this boy. BUT, there's always a but..., He's a sophomore, white, blue eyes, dirty blonde hair. I caught him staring at me during class and that makes me uncomfortable! Like I promised my myself no more boys, they will never get too close to me again. That gives them power.
I can't make that mistake again. SO I need to slap myself a bit and forget about him, either way he's too young and nope. Natasha you're so dumb, like focus on school and not boys! That's what got you in THAT mess in the first place. Didn't you learn your lesson.
Uhh this took a bad turn.. I'll talk to you later. Either way Happy Birthday Momma!
A/N: Did I mention I had braces during this time? I think I got them off on December 19, 2020. I try to match the songs with how I feel when writing this, but this one isn't too accurate. It's just a nice song.