Margot
After everything that has happened my heart is breaking I've trusted Jack with so much of my life and he kept me out of everything that was going on with him I thought that we were the Three Musketeers in now I don't know what we are I trusted him so much in my life I know I don't know what to do anymore
Growing up my mother taught me very young when I was angry to take it out on a punchbag which is why I spending most of my time in the gym
"I hope you're not pretending that's my face on that punchbag "Jack said to me
"Oh don't worry, it's completely your face "I said without even looking at him
"Margot I know that you were angry with me and I'm sorry that I let you down, I just didn't want to hurt you " he said moving closer to me
I started to laugh "you didn't wanna hurt me, you hurt me more by lying to me Jack we have always been a team. I have trusted you more than anybody in my life"
He looked at me and guilt "yes you have and I am so grateful that you did, trust me but something was wrong with me, I needed to figure it out for myself I'm sorry if that hurt you "
"Figured out by yourself you didn't have to we were here, me and Lucy could've helped you why is it that everything that happens to you, you think you have to go in alone "I asked him
"Because I've always been alone Margot I don't have what you do, a loving mother at home waiting to help you. my parents are hardly ever around, so when something happens to me I'm left alone to handle it it's just the way I am "he said to me
"Yes I get it your parents are never around and that is something I am sorry for but you know what hurts the most is that I was here my family was here to help you, you didn't have to go in alone you could've just called you could've come to the house. talk to me you, just assumed that you had to be alone"
"I'm sorry that I hurt you that is the last thing I ever wanted but i was changing into something that, I couldn't control I didn't wanna hurt you. so I kept my distance I never wanted to cause you pain I hope you know that"
As he walked away my heart begin to break even more maybe he he thought that he was protecting me. I don't know but he was always there for me in my darkest moments I just wanted to help him