Living with Jealousy

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Elijah
I don't think I've ever felt so much regret in my life I spend so much time telling Katharina that she was a bad person but the truth of the matter is that's what my family turned her into and now I stand here looking at her regretting everything I've ever done in my life I know that I shouldn't care because I'm in a relationship with Hayley but there is somewhere deep inside of me don't regret ever letting her go

"You know I can always tell when you're lost in thought " Rebekah said coming up behind me

"You always did know when I felt broken yeah was used to bring me flowers to try and make me smile "I said without even looking at her

She moved to sit in front of me "do you wanna tell me what's going on, why are you so miserable this isn't like you "

"Contemplating my life the things that I've done and I can't say that I'm happy with what I'm looking at"

"This is about Katherine isn't it "

I looked at her "yes but what you don't know is that she is pregnant that girl I called a monster, a manipulator is now about to become a mother for the second time

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I looked at her "yes but what you don't know is that she is pregnant that girl I called a monster, a manipulator is now about to become a mother for the second time. she changed do you know what hurts the most about that she did it because she fell in love with a man who saw through the Katherine act and saw the increase woman she is"

She looks at me dead in the eyes "Elijah everyone makes mistakes why are you so angry about this I don't get it "

"I'm angry because I didn't have the right to look down upon her I made her feel worse than she already did, our brother killed her family because she didn't wanna die that little girl was scared and alone in this world. so what did she do she become a monster herself to protect what she had left. I didn't think about her feelings I just ripped her to shreds "

"you felt like she was using you to get free from our brother so you said things you didn't mean who hasn't in this world

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"you felt like she was using you to get free from our brother so you said things you didn't mean who hasn't in this world. I think the real reason is you're not angry at yourself you're angry at her because she changed for a man that wasn't you"Rebekah said

"What are you talking about Rebekah "I asked my little sister

"you're jealous that Katherine is about to become a mother and Tom is about to become a father something you've always wanted a child of your own, just like me"

"Maybe you're right maybe it's because she's pregnant that, I feel more jealous I have ever felt in my life I'll get over it I always do "I said to her before walking out of the room

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