What am I to you?

"What am I to you?" I asked once again, tears just kept falling "Nothing" And that's where I felt my world stop. ____________________________________...

Epilogue

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By SEOKJINNIEEEEEEEE

Aera's pov:

Well...here I am

Visiting him every week since then,

But today is a special day

"Happy anniversary hun"

I brought too much food,

I was planning to stay here until lunch.

I have nothing to do

Plus

I'm lonely.

Ever since that day, I always blame myself

Why didn't I see that

2 years and I didn't once noticed he had problems

I should have known

I was too blind

I was too focused on his cold demeanor than his well being,

Why am I so naive and stupid?

Idiot.

Thought like that ran in my mind ever since

I sighed

Flashback:

I just kept running and running,

Until I reached the nearby park.

I sat on the bench that was quite hidden

And cried my heart out.

The longer I cry, the more time passed by

I cried until there's no more tears left to shed.

Somehow realize that my phone was with me

What if he called?

I turn my phone on and waited,

Then I saw that I have few missed calls

And a voicemail.

Most of the calls are from some clients and few friends

But his caught my eyes and dialed his number

'you are the cause of my euphoria~ hello this is JK, please leave a message'

Since he wouldn't answer I checked the voicemail

And its from him too

'shit I shouldn't have turn my phone off'

I opened the voicemail and listened to it,

But the shock made drop my phone

I grabbed my phone with my shaky hands and listened to it again

I was crying,

Sobbing again,

I didn't even finish the whole message,

for I ran back to our home.

I just listened to the explanation, not bothering to hear the rest

Because I was already scared as hell

Wondering what happened to him next.

Minutes later...

I reached our home

And was welcomed by a mess,

Lots of mess.

But I didn't mind bother to check on them,

My mind is just thinking about him

And speaking of him

There he is, almost not breathing

"Jungkook!"

I ran to him and cupped his face

"Jeon Jungkook, open your eyes look at me"

He, somehow managed to do so

Even in his weak state, he smiled

"Aera.....I'm-"

"Sshhh, no, don't talk, just breathe, ok? Breathe"

I tried to find my phone in one of my pockets,

Once I take hold of it, I grabbed it and called an ambulance

I was a crying mess.

"You're g-going to be fine, ok? You're o-ok"

He gave a small nod and tried hard to breathe properly.

I don't know how many minuted passed for my mind and eyes was only on him

I didn't heard the knocks until he nudged me and pointed at the door,

I caressed his facr and stood up to open the door.

I'm lazy so time skip! To the hospital!

I sat outside the emergency room with my and his parents

I called them while on the way,

Its been hours since we got here,

They told me to rest but I said 'no' and 'I'm fine'.

Hours later....

Finally the doctor came out,

But the looks in his face....

"I'm sorry"

I already cried for hours, poured out everything

But where are these tears coming from...?

"It was already too severe, the swelling was too much, we tried but....he can't handle it anymore"

I can hear our parents crying behind me,

I was so tired,

Too tired and weak

My body, begging for rest,

I didn't know what happened next for a already blacked out.

Present

Thinking about it made my chest feel so heavy

Tears flowing down my cheeks

The picnic blanket wet with my tears

"Ahh I shouldn't be crying right now, this is supposed to be a happy one.."

I wiped my tears away and continue on setting things up.

I suddenly saw someone walking towards me,

"Hey"

I looked up

It was Yoongi, Jungkook's bestfriend and my cousin,

I smiled at him

"Hey"

I moved a little to the side and pat the space beside me

He did so and sat beside me

"Did you cry earlier?"

He asked, his eyes close

"Huh? Oh, uhh– yeah, is it that obvious?"

I put my head down and played with my fingers

"I'm sure he's ok.."

He took a deep breathe and continued

"..He wants you to be happy, perhaps, finding someone again?"

Well, its been almost 2 years but I'm not finding one,

I'm ok with my career,

and since then I've been donating goods in orphanage that we're familiar with,

I'm also thinking of adopting too...

I have eyes on someone and her name is Bora,

She's 6 years old, have bunny teeth like his and a big innocent eyes

She resembles Kook, but a girl and younger version

"Nah, I'm good...I'm actually planning to adopt a kid"

He looked at me surprised and then chuckled

"Well, I had nothing to do with that, plus, I can't really change your mind because you're too stubborn-headed and my little cousin"

I'm offended, kidding.

I hit his arm playfully,

"Yah! Why are you so mean to me?"

"Lee Aera don't 'yah' me I'm 3 years older than you"

He pointed at me

I pushed it away and retorted

"So? Even if your 1 minute older than me I'll still act like this to you"

He scoffed

"Yeah yeah whatever"

I smirk at him and went back to being quiet.

I'm enjoying it and so as Yoongi,

I looked around and saw a family,

Surely visiting their late love ones too,

Just looking at them makes me think I'm talking to him

And him listening to me.

Jungkookie....I love you

you know Bora, right? The toddler that we always play with before?

Well I'm planning to adopt her

She's such a fluff ball, and I'm telling you

As she grows up, she's looking more just like you

A bunny.

Just by thinki-

"Rara, what are you thinking?"

tsk, this grandpa..

"Nothing, grandpa"

"You bi-"

"I'm hungry, wanna join me?"

I interrupted

Ha!

"-tch"

I raise my eyebrows

"Aish, yes I'll eat with you, ok?"

I laughed at him and grabbed my food basket beside me,

Yup, I'm contented

I don't need any other man in my life

I just need my family's love and support,

Yoongi always being there for me,

Bora, soon to be my child,