" Ughh " I groaned as I heard xav cursing on the phone, couldn't he be an little more quiet."what the fuck did you mean by he didn't show, that motherfucker. Find him ,and his head better be on a fucking silver platter when you do."He said " Yes boss " I heard." Fucking idiots" xav cursed hanging up the phone.
I heard him coming into the room I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be sleeping. " I know you're awake babygirl. " Xavier said climbing on the bed. " open your beautiful eyes for me please ."he said .
I smiled yet I didn't open my eyes. " what can I do to make you open your eyes, " he said as he kissed my shoulders, he kissed behind my ears then he started to go lower. He kissed my collorbone , I moaned, finally opening my eyes . I thought he would stop but he didn't, he kept going lower and lower.I gasped as I felt him lick my stomach . He slowly pulled down my shorts to my ankles. He kissed me on my lips ,I kissed him back "ohhh "I gasped as he inserted a finger in me,I moaned" fuck xavier faster" I demand a as I moved my hips.I moved my hands to my breast squeezing them.
"Move your fucking hands babygirl, these belong to me and so does this wet ass pussy."
He said before licking my clit, I groaned. He dived in, as he sucked on my clit.
I twisted and turned the pleasure was too much if he didn't stop soon I would end up coming on his face "xav I'm going to __"
" not yet he said as he removed his mouth, whined as he did this . He got up off the bed, I lied down looking at the ceiling. Suddenly xav came back with a rope .I looked at it in wonder, he grabbed my hands and tied them together, "I've been waiting to do this for awhile now babygirl, I'm going fuck that tight little pussy of your until you won't be able to sit property without being reminded of my cock buried deep inside of you." I moaned I loved it when he talked dirty to me."do it "I said as I spread my legs .I knew I would regret this later but who gives a fuck.I wanted him so badly right now, I couldn't think about anything else.
"Fuck "I said as I woke up I felt so fucking sore.I tried getting up but it hurt I heard someone laughing I looked up and saw xav with a towel on his waist as a terrible dripped down his abs, he looked so hot, too bad I was angry with him.
"Is this fucking funny to you ." I said glaring at him. " fuck my marks look so good on you " he said smirking. " what "I said, he pointed to the mirror. I got up ,and looked.
"Xavier" I screamed as I looked at the hickies that decorated my body like a tattoo. I'm going to kill him I thought.
" what the fuck . " I said pointing to my body."you look beautiful. " Xavier said walking towards me. " don't change the subject" I said blushing. " I've got a meeting to get to , but if you weren't so sore, I would've stayed here and showed you how much I think you're beautiful " he whispered huskily in my ear. "Im not that sore ." I said in my head. " you aren't " Xav said slapping my ass. Shit did I really say that out loud."well maybe I am a little sore" I said stepping away from him." I know babygirl. " he said smirking, I rolled my eyes.
."so , can I go out today , please, please, please. " I said pouting. " no."Xav replied.
" why not . " I said "because if you didn't realize we are in the middle of a war I already have alot of things to worry about ,I don't need you to add to them ."he said angrily as he stepped away from me."You know what xav fuck you, go to your stupid meeting do whatever the hell you want" I said walking out the room.
He is such a asshole. " oww " I said as I walked straight into a wall before I could fall I felt someone pull me to them. I looked up it was dean. "S__orry" I stuttered. " watch where you're going ." He said pushing me away. What the hell was his problem. Suddenly I received a message on my phone. I opened it , " I hope your enjoying your day ,Victoria cause its about to get alot worse now.Enjoy your present. "
what the hell did that mean ,maybe I should tell someone,but who.
"babygirl. " Xavier said, I walked towards the kitchen ignoring him."I'm sorry " he said grabbing my hand and pulling me into his chest hugging me .
I stayed still waiting for him to let me go, "you can go wherever you want just bring the bodyguard. " he said pulling away . " ok"I said smiling.
" alright I have to go now , I'll call dean."he said walking away. I'm happy xav will let me go out, wait did he say dean.
"wait."I said chasing after him."do I have to carry dean "I said finally catching up with him."yes" ,he replied. " can't I get somebody else." I said. Anyone would be better than dean honestly. It would be so awkward, I wouldn't want him there and he wouldn't want to be there.Plus I have a feeling he is still hurt that I rejected him."what did he do something to you," he said stopping and facing me.
I knew if I told the truth xav would kill dean and even though I didn't like him much at the moment, I wasn't going to tell xav about the kiss. " no, I just don't like him that much." I said, "well babygirl it's either you go with him or you stay ,I would prefer the latter so you choose. "he said. I sighed, "ok I'll go with him." I wouldn't like it but at least it's better than staying home.right.
I mean what's the worse that can happen. I knew later on I would regret saying that .
" you ready ."dean said as he entered the living room . Honesty I had been ready a long time I was just too chicken to go look for him."Yea. " I replied getting up off the chair. "Let's go."he said walking away I silently followed behind him.I was planning on going shopping with Jessica but she was busy so I guess it's just me and dean .yayyy thought sarcastically. I had xav card so I could buy anything I want, I wasn't going to buy much though.
" so how are you doing "I said as I tried to make conservation. We were in a car, I couldn't stand the silence any longer."fine. " He said.
" oh, well I'm fine too, just a little bored, it's really quiet in here you know.So how is work, I mean I know you work for xav but is he hard to work with cause he sure is hard to live with ."I said smiling. " Can you shut the fuck up for a minute, I mean I know you enjoy hearing your own voice but I liked it better when you were quiet. " he said angrily. "Ok" I said .Thats was mean ,but whatever I would just pretend He wasn't there for the rest of the journey. It can't be that hard ,right.
We finally reached, I quickly came out of the car not bothering to wait for dean, I started walking around just looking to see if I liked anything. I finally saw something I liked the dress looked so beautiful.
I wasn't sure where dean was , and my hands were killing me from holding so much bags .Suddenly I heard a scream, I quickly turned around. I gasped as I felt a body slam into me knocking me to the ground. That's when I heard more screams as gunshots were being fired .I was lying on the ground with someone on top of me, I was too scared to open my eyes.
Suddenly I heard someone calling me ,I slowly opened my eyes. I stared at the person in confusion. I realized it was dean I hugged him as I sobbed I was so terrified. He helped me to my feet. He examined me , "are you ok."he said.
Before I could answer I heard someone scream again.I looked around a man was pointing gun at me before I could do anything dean pushed me to the side, I screamed as I fell. The place was in chaos, I looked up just in time to see dean fall to the ground, I crawled over to him. I screamed as I saw him bleeding he was shot two twice. I pressed my hands to the wound trying to stop the bleeding , tears ran down my face .Suddenly dean grabbed my hand and looked at me .
"stop Victoria it's too late for me ,it's not your fault, it was my job to protect you. " he said as he coughed up blood."nnnooooooo screamed. " I tried to stop the bleeding, I didn't even realizing he stopped moving until I felt someone pulling me away from him.I trashed in their hold, Nooo he couldn't be dead.
I don't really remember much after that, I was too busy crying.It didn't really register when the police came or when Xavier came it was all a blur.
I looked around where was I , was it all a dream. " baby girl " Xav called me ,I stared at him, I couldn't talk, I didn't want to. I felt numb, it was my fault he died I should of been the one shot not him he didn't deserve this. It wasn't his job to die for me.I sore to myself that I would avenge him.His death wouldn't be in vain.I would find those bastards who killed him even if it was the last thing I did.I couldn't believe he was gone just a few minutes ago were arguing in the car and now he is gone .
I felt Xavier hugging me , I cried in his arms as he held me close and whispered it wasn't my fault in my ear.But it was my fault, I was the reason he was gone, and nothing anybody said otherwise would make me change my mind.
I should have told xav when I first got the messages maybe if I'd told him, dean would still be alive .I cried myself to sleep that night , I promised myself that I would train and I would be better ,no one else would ever have to die for me .
I would be able to look after myself, and I would be able to kill those fuckers, to make them bleed to make them pay for what they did .when I'm done with them they'll regret the day they messed with me .Victoria Salvatore. I wasn't the scared girl anymore ,I would avenge dean.He was my friend and he deserved better.I will do this for him ,I owed him my life ,too bad I couldn't go back in time and give it to him." I'll miss you dean, and I'm sorry I got you killed.Im sorry I rejected you ,you were an amazing guy .I'm just a fuck up, who you got too close to ,I burned you "I thought as I cried .
Today was one of the worst days of my life and I had a feeling it would only get worse.
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My one and only poison