"Ahm, so I never heard that the chancellor has a daughter. I only know your brother 'cause he used to study here", I ask trying to break the silence between us.
"He's not my brother. I think I did awful things in my past life so heaven's torturing me."
I figured out that I was like one of the gossip girls to ask that even if we only knew each other for weeks. I should've not asked that.
"You wanna go somewhere else?" I'm now fixing my trashes, preparing my things and getting ready to go out since I think I kinda hit below the belt.
"Yeah, sure. I wanna go out. The girls over there are scaring the hell out of me. They're creepy as fuck", and headed towards the exit.
We continue to walk, not minding the people around us who are maybe wondering why I am with her since everyone knows that I kinda hate her (which is wrong) and there goes this awkward atmosphere between us.
"Ahm, about what I said earlier, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to meddle in your life. I just hate being awkward with people."
"No biggie. You said a lot of awful things about me behind my back because you think I was stealing your jerk of a boyfriend and it didn't even bother me." She said incessantly as we reach the school's oval and sat under a tree.
Good thing most of the students here still have their class so the oval's not packed or else we're not gonna find a good spot.
It's not that I was bad-mouthing her or what, I was not just used of being neglected especially by him and who wouldn't be uncomfortable when your boyfriend is low-key flirting with his best friend? I dont really believe in girl-boy friendship. Being best friends with opposite sex is like having a legal mistress. You get me? Some of the people I know disguise their illicit affairs in friendships like that so you can't really blame me, love made me crazy (I was just kidding. Taylor's my first love)
"I am not talking shit about you, let's get clear. I just dont like it when my presence is not acknowledged when you're with us. I understand that the two of you haven't seen each other for a long time and you're best friends since god knows how long but it really pisses me off.", there, I finally say it. I really hate it when my immaturity is taking me.
"You're really cute when you're upset, you know that?" She looked at me directly into my eyes as if she's trying to talk to my soul and it was mesmerizing.
"God, Jongin's right. You're more beautiful up close." And she went closer to me this time.
I don't know why my heart is beating faster than usual. I don't know how long I am holding my breath whilst looking at her fancy orbs. I gulped several times until I feel the bark of the tree at my back.
"If not for Kai and the friendship we built for years, I would probably kiss you by now."
She moved away from me to settle herself beside me. I dont know how will I react to her actions earlier. Is she trying to hit on me?
"Are you lesbian or bisexual?", I asked which made her chuckled.
"You guess", she said.
"I don't have any idea. I'm not an augur like you.", I answered her with a shrug.
"I don't like to put a label to myself. I am who I am. I can date anyone I want. I can date a tree, a stone, a snowman, or a dog.", she retorted.
"You know that's beastiality", I replied candidly that caused her to cackle.
"I'm more attracted to girls more than guys so you don't have to worry about your boyfriend. The idea of being with him makes me nauseous"
Well, that explains why she being flirty with every girls she see. Like she casually wink at every girl she lay her eyes with. Even with Nayeon and Irene.
"So, have you been in a relationship before with a girl?" , I curiously asked.
"I haven't been in a 'serious' relationship before but I almost did."
"Do you mind sharing what happened?" I am so nosy lately, especially to her.
"Oh please tell me you are not like a quidnunc or newsmonger trying to pry on me"
I scoffed because of that. This dumb bish is saying that I'm a newsmonger. Well, I look like I am because I'm asking her personal questions but I'm not.
"I look more like a beauty queen than a gossiper, missy." I stuck my tongue out childishly like this 😝 lol
"Whatever floats your boat", she rolled her eyes as if she disagree. She was trying to kiss me earlier and now this? Duh!
"So what now?" I asked losing my patience.
"I had a thing with this girl and she also feels the same but someone really close to my heart liked her as well. I saw how this guy was really into her so I let him have her..." She paused to get my hydroflask and drink.
"And?" I asked as soon as she finished drinking, not minding that we just had an indirect kiss.
"So, I promised to myself that if ever that will happen again, I will never do that shit again. I'm gonna fight even if it means cutting relationships." She said looking at me as if she's begging me to decipher her message.
I dont know if I'm getting dumber everyday but this girl really made me muddle and question why the birds are chirping and why the wind is blowing.