Hayley
Hearing that Elijah was in Los Angeles with India and Ruby it made my heart break I really did think he was going to come back. I guess It was just me fooling myself. I've never felt so much pain in my life.
As I was staring out of the window I heard something behind me "is your heart hurting "I heard my daughter
I turn to look at her "hope are you okay "
"I asked you a question is your heart hurting " she asked me "I bet you angry at yourself for what you did to Elijah and Ruby or are you still blaming everybody else in the world "she said to me
"Remember who you are talking to young lady I am still your mother "I told her
She started laughing at me "yes because a mother forgets to speak to her child over the entire summer" she said snapping at me" By the way i hear what you said to aunt Rebekah, that you and dad try to ring me but I ignored."
I looked at her " we did " I said to her even though it wasn't true
" that is not true which you know all ready mum,why because so couldn't move on to the fact that you end your own relationship with Elijah because of what you and dad did"
"Yes it's difficult but I have to live with it, no matter how much I want to change things Elijah will always choose her there's no point arguing now is there " I told my daughter
"Ruby is not a threat she is a 19-year-old girl who wanted to know her father. you stand there and make lies up Or and just so you know I will not live the rest of my life with you making threats and assumptions about a child I expected it everyone else but I thought you would of been better because you know what it's like to live without parents to experience that kind of loss you're disgusting "hope said to me walking out the room I don't think I have a shamed
I stood there in shock I heard another set of footsteps "she's just angry she'll get over it "klaus said
I looked at him "she won't because everything she's just said is true I'm the one that should've give the benefit of the doubt to a child who was without a father for most of her life and you to because you grow up without your biological father " I said making eye contact with him "you're were abused by a monster look at us now hear we are become those monsters. we hurt Elijah and now it's the end of us you lost him and so have I and there's nothing we can do about it we were just jealous of the love that Elijah shows her it's time to move on no matter how much it hurts"I told him sitting down
I can feel him looking at me "are you agree with you. when I talked to India I made out that she didn't know what pain was,just looked into her eyes I could tell she's been through more suffering then any of us could understand. she came out a decent human "he said to me sitting down next to me
"So what do we do now "I asked him
"Well from what I've seen on TV the first step is acceptance so we are on the right track "he said to me