Tharn POV
I just opened my eyes.
It must be still early morning, I need to wait for several moments until I could open my eyes completely. I looked around. I realized that Type has left the bed.
I sat on the bed.
Then, I realized that he was still in the bathroom. I looked at the watch, it was still 6.30. I wondered what made him wake up too early.
I walked to the fridge, I need something fresh. I got a bottle yogurt, I took it and took a seat.
"Wake up?", Type asked me.
I saw that he was ready with his uniform. He looks so fresh, his hair was still wet.
"Come here", I told him.
"Why?"
"Come here", I whined.
He gave his curled face, but he followed me. Type walked toward me. He stop exactly beside of me.
"Sit down here", I asked him to sit on my lap.
He shook his head.
"Type......", I warned him.
"I need to leaved"
"This is still early morning", I made my reason. "Do you want to open the gate for all student?"
He just smiled.
Then, I dragged him closer toward me. He sat on my lap by himself.
"Is it for me?", he asked me.
He didn't wait for my answer. Just open the bottle, then drank that yogurt so well. Type licked his lips.
"A bit sour", he gave a comment.
But, he proceeded with another gulp.
"You want?", he asked me.
I shook my head. Then, bottom up. He end that yogurt just in a minute. Type really wanted to make me shocked with his attitude.
I pecked his lips.
He took his face back.
"I also need to taste that", I replied him.
Then, I made another kissing. Still on his lips, I tried to find the last yogurt from his lips.
But, it turned me to another point.
I pushed him closer to me. But, Type pushed me back.
"I need to go", he made an excuse.
"Just a moment"
He hold my face.
Big kisses on my left and right cheek. It was so warm.
So, I hold my boy. I brought him back to the bed. I laid him on it.
"I have to leave soon, Khun P"
"Just a moment", I told him. "Let's cuddle for a moment"
"Do you mean last night is not enough?"
"What did I do?", I denied with a question.
"Who did unbutton my shirt last night?", he also replied me with question. "And this. Who did this?", he showed me reddened marks on his chest.
I laughed. For sure, I did that. Who dare to do that to my boy other than me?
I pecked his neck.
"P'Tharn", he tried to push me back. "My shirt will be wrinkled"
"Just change you shirt, I will take care of it"
I proceeded my business on his neck. It was too awesome to be neglected.
He surrender.
"Can we cuddle for a moment?", I asked him. "Just 5 minutes"
"Okay", he just agreed with me.
I leaned on his chest.
It was so warm.
"The awesome guy P'Tharn is now turning to be a newborn baby", he mocked me.
"I don't care as long as I am still with my boy"
Then, he hug me tightly.
I was so happy.
But I was a bit worried. Type became so suspicious.
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Techno POV
This evening must be a soccer practice.
We are freshman, when we didn't attend it, our senior would be so mad. But, since the morning, I couldn't find Type. He missed all classes for that day.
It must be so strange.
I tried to call for him. It was connected, but he never pick my call. I asked to Champ, but he also didn't find the answer.
As I couldn't want to get problem with senior, then I just messaged Type that I went to practice by I myself. I asked him to come to the field directly after read my message.
So that, I walked to the field in rush. I didn't want to be late.
Next year, I imagined to be a captain. Then, I need to build my image in front of my seniors. I couldn't ruin it when I come late.
After change the clothes, I run to the field. It was the right time to practice, but I saw that all members were still sat at the bench.
When I walked closer, I just realized that they were busy.
Then, I found that familiar smile. P'Tharn stood up beside of me.
"Is it your treat?", I asked him.
He nodded.
I saw a lot of foods. I couldn't control myself to pick that.
"Where is Type?", he asked me.
I couldn't answer him. My mouth was too full.
He waited me until I finished.
"Actually I didn't........"
"What do you do with him?", he cut my words with a question.
"What do you mean?"
"Type left condo since morning and he said that he has project to be done with you", P'Tharn told me.
I found something weird.
I need to analyze what happened in front of me. Come on, No.... You need to think faster.
"No....", he poked my arm. "What project is that?"
"Ah...... It's our secret project, P", I tried to hide from him.
"You teamed up with him", he told me. "I couldn't call him since this morning. He just sent me a message that he was still busy with you"
Oh God.
Possibly that Type was lying on him.
"Do you find something strange about him?", P'Tharn asked me.
"Hmmmm... Like what?"
He thought for something.
"So far he is okay......", I tried to calm him down.
I didn't believed that Type was playing something dirty behind of that good guy.
After we talked for a moment, P'Tharn excused himself.
I suspected that I lied to him. He didn't insist to ask about Type further, he just asked me about silly things. I pitied him as his face showed a disappointment.
A moment after P'Tharn left, then Type arrived.
"Where are you along this day?", I asked him.
Type just rolled his eyes right and left. He became so suspicious.
"I .... Ehmm.... ", he looks so confusing with the answer. "I went somewhere with P'Tharn"
"Liar", I shouted at him.
His eyes widened.
"Why are you shouting at me?"
"P'Tharn just come here for this food", I told him. "He told me that he cannot call you along the day. Actually what are you doing along this day?"
"He came here?"
"Yes... And I have to make stupid reason to defend you"
Type's gaze became so different.
"He just leaves", I told him. "Actually, what happened to you and him?"
"Nothing"
"Nothing what, Type?", I asked him. "You lied to him"
"I am not"
"Tell me what happened?"
Type didn't give the answer.
I couldn't ask him anymore at him. I know that rascals so well.
I realized that something bad happened.
--*--
Type POV
After soccer practice, I went home directly.
Along changing the clothes, he kept talking about what happened to me. He also told me that P'Tharn worried about him, warned me that I couldn't lie to him.
In front of people, P'Tharn is a master to hide his emotion. But, in front of me, I could notice it in just a moment. When what talked by Techno is right, I must be in the big problem.
When I arrived in condo, after showering, I went to the kitchen.
P'Tharn was still not at home. Possibly he got a performance in P'Jeed's café or hanging out with his friends. Lately, I couldn't see his schedule. We don't have time to talk. Nope. I didn't have time to talk with him.
So that, possibly that food with melt him. I prepared what left in the fridge.
Cheese pasta.
Until the dinner was ready, P'Tharn has not come. I intentionally didn't make a call to him as I was so guilty. He called for me for so many times since the morning, but I ignored that. Then, calling him back at late night must be suck.
So, I just waited for him. It has been 11.30 PM, it was a lie when I was not worry about him.
But, in just a minutes, I heard that the door was opened. I run toward the door side. I saw that P'Tharn entered the room.
"You come home", I greeted him.
He looked at me with his pouted face. He looks so sleepy. I walked closer toward him, I helped him for walking. Smell of alcohol from his side was strong.
"Did you have big drink?", I asked him.
He just shook his head.
"But, your smell is too strong. Don't lie to me"
"I am doing what other do"
"What do you mean?"
"Someone is lying then I also can lie"
I tried to understand his words.
Yeah.
He talked about me, but I didn't want to talk about that.
"Where are you along the day?", I asked me.
"As I told you that........"
"A project with Techno?", he cut my words.
I nodded.
"You are so lucky", he told me.
I looked at him.
"When you are lying, your friend is standing as your shield without you ask him"
"Huh?"
"You have to thank Techno as he protect you", he told me. "But, I am not a stupid"
His answer made me goosebumps.
"Tell me where are you along this day?", he asked me the same question.
I just took my sight down.
"Tell me", he raised his voice.
I didn't dare to look at him.
It became so quiet.
"Sorry", he told me.
Then, P'Tharn walked to the bathroom.
He was there for so long time. I just waited in front of the door.
Finally, he left the bathroom.
"Have you get your lunch?", I asked him. "I prepared cheese pasta for you"
He just looked at me with desperate gaze.
"I will warm it up for you"
He shook his head.
"Why?", I asked him.
"I don't have appetite", he replied me while he walked left me.
I saw that he entered the bed room. I moved that pasta to the fridge, possibly that I can make it for breakfast. I didn't need to cook anymore.
Then, I followed P'Tharn to the bedroom. I saw that he has laid on the bed.
I crawled beside of him.
He turned aside. Possibly that he was still mad. He didn't want to look at me.
"Khun P", I called for him. "Look at me, na......"
But, he didn't answer me.
I crossed my hand on his belly. My hand crawled on his belly, then moved to his chest. But, he expelled my hand.
"I am so tired", he told me. "I am not in my mood"
Then, I took a gap. I moved a bit.
"Should I dim the light?", I asked him.
He didn't answer my question.
But, I know that he prefer dimmed light. So that, I dimmed the light.
It has been for a while, but I couldn't sleep.
I crawled closer toward him.
My man laid beside of me, but I didn't dare to touch him. His anger could be exploded in any time. But, I didn't have choice.
I kissed his nape.
"I love you, Khun P", I told him slowly.
That night, I felt that he will lost. I became so worry.
I couldn't hug him.
I just hold his shirt tightly.
I hope I could sleep. I need to leave condo earlier.
--*--
Tharn POV
Next day, night.
When I arrived at home, it was still empty.
I still saw the cheese pasta on the table. Type prepared that again for my breakfast before he left in the morning. But, I didn't want to take it.
He couldn't talk to me what's going on in his mind.
I leaned on the sofa.
I turned my phone on as since this evening I turned it off. Type called for me for several times since the morning. I was so busy as I have to study in studio along the day.
Then, the main reason that I was still mad at him. When my phone was ready, I got a lot of message.
As a dumb, I checked message from Type.
I got one.
"Just tell me that you will not leave me"
What a ridiculous message.
I ignored him.
I put my phone and then prepared for my clothes, I wanted to shower.
Suddenly, my phone rang. Possibly that it was Type. I ignored him.
But, that phone was still ringing.
It became so silly,
I took that phone, I saw that Techno was calling for me.
"What's going on, No?", I asked him.
"Where are you P?"
"I am in condo"
"Can you come here for a moment?"
"Where?"
"To campus"
"Why?"
"Something happened"
"Tell me clearly, No", I became so worried.
"I..... I..... ehm... Someone shared an article on campus about Type"
"What article?"
"About..... Ehmmm...."
"Tell me about what?"
"Just forget it..... When you are busy, just forget what I told you na,,,,,", he ended the class.
"Techno wait"
I didn't have longer time, so that I drove my car to his building.
I just a few minutes, I arrived. It was raining. I run to that building. The raining became so heavy.
I saw that Techno was busy to pick paper that spread out along the hall. I didn't ask him further. I took one of it. I read for a moment. It made my blood boiled.
So, I run to the yard behind of that building.
Under the heavy rain, I saw that Type was busy to do the same thing with Techno. He took the paper on the ground.
"Type", I called for him.
He looked at me.
Then, I walked to my boy.
He hide that paper at his back.
He didn't give me for any words, but I know that time he was so fragile.
I hug him tightly.
"This is who I am, Khun P", he told me. "If you want to leave me, it's not too late"
"I will be always with you, Type as whatever you are, I love you so much"
He put his chin on my shoulder.
He hug me tightly.
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