To compensate my absence, here you have another chapter! Two chapters in 4 days hehe
Every time I talk about Jennie's eye color, I'll put what it's related to right in front of it.
Example: Jennie looked at me with her bright yellow (happiness) eyes.
This means that the color yellow is associated with happiness, therefore, Jennie is extremely happy.
Don't forget that the brighter Jennie's eyes get, the more intense her feelings are. If her eyes are in a darker color, then it's just a superficial feeling, nothing too special.
This chapter is pretty nerve wrecking and it can shock sensitive people. Some serious topics are talked about in here so it's totally understandable if you're not comfortable reading it.
CW -> content warning
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Chaeyoung POV
I continued to push sweaty and drunk bodies out of my way, in a desperate attempt of being the farthest away from Jennie.
Tears were streaming down my face and I felt pathetic. Why would I be like this just because Jennie changed completely her way of being around my friends?
I just wanted to show my friends that there is someone that fully understands me and that she deserves to be loved as well. But she ruined everything today. What the hell happened?!? One minute she's too shy to come to the party and the other she's more relaxed than she ever was with me.
I made my way to a empty room, or so I thought. I opened the door and interrupted a heavy make out session between two teenagers:
- What the hell?!? - the boy screamed
- S-sorry - I looked down, not really caring about them, but being obviously too shy to confront them
- Let's go somewhere else - the girl composed herself (at least she tried to) - This room is already smelling like trash because of this moneyless piece of crap
I didn't answer and they left, pushing me in the middle of it. My back hit the door and I groaned lowly:
- S-see you on m-monday - I tried to smile and went to the bumped out window seat
I sat on it and hugged my legs, resting my face on my knees, feeling overwhelmed by everything that had happened.
Why can't I just leave this party anyway? It's not like going to a empty house is worst than this..
Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted when I felt a hand on my back.
I raised my head and saw the blonde guy who was staring at me moments ago. Red alarms went off on my head, only to be confirmed when I saw the Latino one closing the door.
Jennie POV
- Rosé? - I screamed, my voice being muffled by the loud music
What the fuck did I do? Like seriously, I couldn't be more stupid, could I? Instead of telling her what was happening, I thought that I could be some fucking bodyguard and be completely different from who I am!
It was so difficult to act confident. Every time I was talking or laughing, I honestly just wanted to be in my 'house' cuddling with Kuma and Rosie, talking about random stuff that made my day.
Don't get me wrong, her friends are really cool actually, but this is just too overwhelming for me.
Suddenly, the music changed its beat, becoming more electronic, which made everyone starting to dance like crazy. I started being shoved from side to side and my glasses fell on the ground:
- No no, please be caref— - someone stepped on them, making me gasp
No no no
I covered my eyes with my hands, feeling extremely nervous and desperate. I looked at my hands and saw the bright grey (worry) reflex on my palms.
No no no no!
I started to panic and felt my body becoming lighter, which meant one thing: my powers are starting to act.
Suddenly, a huge amount of wind made itself present, coming from every single window and making several things and even some people fall on the ground:
- Woah, Mother Nature must be pissed at us from drinking so much - a high dude said while trying to get up from the floor
Thank god no one suspects.. please please, calm down Jennie
Chaeyoung POV
- Your name is Chaeyoung right? - the blonde one said with a creepy smile on his face - I'm Stefan and that is Jorge, he's Mexican
- W-what are you doing here? - I stepped away from him and looked at the door, or at least tried, since Jorge was already in front of me
- We saw a pretty girl crying and since we are gentlemen, we thought that we should check on you - the darker one said with a Latin accent
- Y-you never notice me when we're in school, and if you do, it's just to mock me.. why are you manifesting this interest for me?
- Because we didn't think that the poor girl of school could have such a nice ass while wearing a dress - my eyes widened and I started walking backward while they walked forward, everything happening in a slow pace
Thousand of horrible scenarios crossed my mind as soon as my anxiety kicked in. What were they going to do to me...
- Please - I said trying to sound normal, but completely horrified on the inside - Just leave me alone, I'm sure there are a lot of girls who want y-you
- Aw, isn't the poor slut cute? I didn't know she could stutter
My back hit the wall and my breath hitched as one of them touched my hair:
- Please.. - I was already teary eyed. Of course that I had already been bullied in several horrible ways, but never in a million years I thought that I could be.. be.. molested..
I pushed roughly the one who touched my breast on top of my dress:
- No! Stop! - I screamed
- Oh, this one is feisty, she's making my hard already - he pushed my head to look at his pants, which had already a big volume - Do you want me to take it out so you can see it?
Jennie POV
My adrenaline and worry was reaching its high and I could feel my eyes burning. Every time I felt something really really intensified, my eyes would get so bright that it would start to hurt.
I need to find Rosé, but I need glasses, or else I can't look forward and look properly—
Suddenly I kicked something really hard, making me groan in pain. Not only I could not look forward, but my eyes were burning and tears were starting to stream down my face as the feeling of something bad happening to Rosé crossed my mind:
- Fuck.. - I crouched down to pick what I had dropped, but quickly stopped as I saw a pair of sunglasses peeking out from a bag
For a second, I hesitated because I would be stealing, but images of Rosé crying flashed through my mind and I quickly grabbed them.
I was definitely freaking out since I couldn't find Rosé, but as soon as I put the glasses on my face, I heard a scream from a room next to where everyone was dancing. No one seemed to notice, but having super hearing had its perks.
I started running in that direction, making the best I could to not fly and get there faster.
As soon as I got to the door, I opened it quickly, ready to find Chaeyoung in danger.
Chaeyoung POV
Before anything else could happen, the door swung open and the three of us looked at it:
- Get the fuck off her! - Chanyeol screamed as he made his way to us
- And who do you think you are to tell us t—
The man fell on the ground as his fist collided with his mouth. The Mexican one widened his eyes and let go of my shoulders.
Jennie POV
- I'm so sorry - I said as I closed the door after watching two horny teenagers eating each other's faces
My hopes were starting to fade when I heard crying noises down the hall. Without giving up, I ran to the room and widened my eyes as I saw Rosé hugging some guy, crying her eyeballs out, with the two unconscious teenagers from before, lying on the ground:
- Rosie - I said and they looked at me - W-what happened?!?
- Who are you? - the guy said with a deep tone, making me feel irritated since I was talking to Rosé
- I'm Jennie, who are you?? - I approached them and furrowed my brows at their contact
The blonde was crying on his shoulders, hugging him like her life depended on it, while he was holding her waist and caressing her hair:
- I'm Chanyeol
We didn't say anything else, since I was too focused on the blonde. I stepped forward and tried to touch Rosé, but she flinched:
- Go away - she looked at me with big puffy eyes and black tears due to the makeup, which made start tear up as well
- No - I said firmly - I won't go away
It didn't take long to understand what was happening before I got here. These two motherfuckers cornered Rosie and something really bad was about to happen, but 'Chanyeol' appeared and knocked them out.. Chanyeol, not me.
The window broke with the pressure of the wind, and the room started to shake with the amount of air waves that were entering the room. I clenched my fist, trying to make it stop, but watching her like this was destroying me, plus knowing that I couldn't protect her:
- What the hell?!? - Chanyeol covered his and Rosé's head as some books were starting to fall out of the shelves
The commotion made Rosé look at me and her gaze softened as she saw me tearing up and sounding desperate:
- Rosie.. - I stretched my arm and put a strand of her hair behind her ear - Please.. Don't shut me out
She sobbed, but slowly got out of Chanyeol's arms:
- Chae? - he asked worried
- T-Thank you f-for h-helping me Chan.. - she tried to wipe away her tears - I can't thank y-you enough.. but I'll be fine with Jennie
As soon as I heard those words, everything stopped. Our hairs stayed still as the mini storm disappeared and the room went back to normal, as if nothing had happened (besides some things that were scattered on the floor):
- Are you sure? - he asked, putting his hand on her shoulder
- Y-yeah.. Can you j-just.. - she pointed to the two teenagers on the ground, who were starting to wake up - Take care of this?
- Of course princess - I flinched, but took a deep breath, knowing that if it wasn't for him, Rosie could be terribly hurt right now
He grabbed both guys by the hand and started dragging them away:
- Wait - I said and he looked at me. I approached both teenagers and with some supernatural force, I punched them in the jaw, hearing some bones cracking
Chanyeol widened his eyes while looking at me:
- W-wow..
I shook my hands while groaning:
- That hurt.. - I looked at him and smiled truthfully - Thank you for being here for her.. I don't know what I would do if something bad happened
- No need to thank me, I would do everything for her - he smiled and I tried my best to keep showing my white teeth - Text me afterwards Chaeyoungie, please
I looked at her and she slowly nodded:
- Thank you Chan - she said while almost craving her nails on her arms
The boy left and closed the door behind him. I approached Rosé and before I could touch her, she backed away again:
- Hey.. - I said, feeling extremely worried but hurt by watching her not trusting me - It's okay, it's just me
- N-no - she kept crying and her voice was soft and cracky - I almost got.. got.. molested because I ran away from you. Because you were acting stupid! I'm not saying this is your fault, but why were y-you like that? You weren't the Jennie that I know
I sighed and ran my hands through my hair, keeping my distance from her because I didn't want her to snap:
- I'm so so sorry Rosie - my voice cracked - Let me take you home, let me be there for you, let me explain
She sobbed and looked at me, which made stepped forward. I took my glasses off, grey and blue (sadness) painting my eyes:
- Please, let me - I cried out - Please
- It'll be okay, I swear
I noticed how a strap of her dress was hanging loosely on her arm, which made me disgusted by thinking of what those boys were doing to her.
- Rosie..
- Jennie - she sobbed loudly and fell on my arms
I hugged her like my life depended on it and she stuck her head on my neck:
- They were going to hurt me - I felt her tears on my skin and I kissed her head
- I know princess, you're safe now. No one's gonna hurt you, I got you - I grazed my lips on her head - Can I take you home?
She nodded:
- Can we g-go to y-yours? - she looked up and met my eyes. She put her hand on my face and caressed it
- Yes Rosie, we can go there - I leaned my head on her hand - But why are you being so kind to me?
- Your eyes.. - her fingers trailed a path on my wet cheeks - E-even if I'm mad at you, I-I could never leave you here a-alone when I know you have a-anxiety..
I smiled, a good feeling making itself present on my tummy. I started to blush:
- Let me fly you home - I said and she widened her eyes
- F-fly?!?
- Yes. We can arrive faster at my place and we don't need to pass through that disgusting crowd - I stated and noticed her uneasiness - I promise nothing bad will happen
- But what if someone sees us?
- No one will. I mean, unless I'm not careful on the landing.. which I always am. I fly high and fast enough to the point that the human eye can't make a difference between me and a bird or a plane. I always fly at night because in the morning is too risky
She slowly nodded and involved her arms around my neck:
- Don't drop me - the blonde whispered and I chuckled
- I've got you - I opened the window and made sure no one was looking - I'm never letting you go
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Chaeyoung POV
I didn't dare to open my eyes. My hair and dress were being shoved by the wind and I knew we were really really high, but I couldn't open my eyes:
- Don't drop me don't drop me don't drop me - I whispered, afraid of what could happen, but at the same time I wasn't. She was holding me with a tight grip and I trusted her
As we flew home, memories of what had happened crossed my mind and I flinched. I was so thankful that they couldn't do anything to me, besides some dirty touches on top of my dress, but either way I was still in shock and definitely horrified.
What would've happen if Chanyeol didn't intervene? Would've Jennie appeared? Would've they raped me?
I knew that Jennie was blaming herself. She obviously has some explaining to give, but that was the least I was thinking about. I just wanted to feel safe, I wanted someone to tell me that everything was going to be okay and honestly.. Jennie was the first one that crossed my mind.
Suddenly, we abruptly stopped and I hid my head on her neck, thinking that she went over something:
- We're home Rosie - she whispered and I slowly opened my eyes, watching her open the window to her room, since we were already in the emergency stairs - Watch your head
She put her hand on my head and climbed through the window, bumping her own head in the process:
- Hey! - I took my head out of her neck and caressed her head - You had to be careful as well Jen!
- Sorry sorry.. - she closed her window and tried to lay me down on the bed, but I hugged her tightly
I hated being clingy and I usually controlled myself around her, but the only thing that can calm me down right now is her. I know that there are people that have been through things way worse than me, but it doesn't change the fact that I was this close to have a horrible experience as well:
- No - I stated - Please don't leave me
- I won't, Rosie - she looked at me and rubbed our noses - Let me just put my bag down
I slowly nodded and let go of her. I climbed on her bed and Kuma came to make me company:
- Hi buddie - I smiled and a huge need of cry made itself present again. I shivered and he licked my hand, barking as well - I'm fine I'm fine, no need to worry about me..
- Ouch! - I looked at Jennie and saw her washing her hand, the one that she had smashed the horrible men jaws - Fuck..
I slowly got up and put my heels aside. Being with her on her room made me feel more protected, so I was slowly getting better. But I still needed her warmth, I still needed an explanation from her and her tiny but secure arms around me.
I went behind her and involved my arms on her waist, resting my chin on her shoulder and peppering her with small kisses on her neck (obviously I wasn't too lucid or else I would be completely freaking out):
- Come to bed - I whispered on her ear
I felt her body shiver and she turned off the water. She turned around and looked up, making me look straight into her pink (blush) and grey (worry) eyes:
- Wait a second - she grabbed my hand and kissed it, but separated our bodies - I won't let you sleep with a dress on. Try to wash off the makeup as I search something big enough for you to wear
I did exactly what she said. I took off my ruined makeup and took off my dress, but I put it in front of my body because after what happened, the thought of exposing just a little bit of skin, scared me:
- Found it! - she took out a oversized sweater, that would fit me normally but would make her seem like a dwarf (which she was tho) - Here you go
She approached me and gave it to me, eyeing my body which was covered by my dress since I was pressing it agains it:
- You know that I'm not them right? - she asked, looking at me - I would never do anything.. you know that right?
I slowly nodded:
- I-Im sorry it's just—
- No no - she turned around - By all means, get dressed. I didn't mean it like that, I just wanted to remind you that you're safe with me
I smiled softly and thanked God for giving me the beautiful girl.
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Me and Jennie were already lying on her bed with the covers on top of us for 10 minutes. My back was facing her and I could hear her constantly moving behind me. I knew that she wanted to talk to me or to hold me, but she was afraid that I would be uncomfortable with that.
After what seemed like hours thinking about what had happened and trying to process everything, I took a deep breath and turned to her. She looked at me, eyes still painted in pink and grey, and her breath hitched:
- Hold me - I said softly and moved closer to her
She slowly nodded and put one arm on my waist while the other found my hand and held it:
- Is this okay?
I nodded and smiled weakly:
- Yeah - my voice cracked since tears were starting to insist to come out
She pouted and moved even closer to me, being centimeters away from my lips:
- Why were you acting like that? - I asked sadly
Jennie sighed and closed her eyes:
- While you were having a conversation with one of your friends when we entered Jisoo's house, I overheard a conversation between those two horrible fuckers. They were talking about you, saying disgusting things. They were so upset about you being on the same school as them, that they decided to.. teach you a lesson - I flinched, but her thumb started to draw circles on my hip - I made a stupid decision and instead of telling you, I thought that if I acted confident and possessive over you, they would back off.. which obviously went wrong
She opened her eyes, which were covered in tears:
- I didn't want to ruin your fun. You seemed so happy to introduce me to your friends, that I didn't want to ruin it for you.. - her voice cracked - I thought that I could protect you
She started sobbing, which made me cry even more. We held each other while crying, none of us being strong enough to say anything else. Our pain was one as we both let out dozens of tears, that were made by more than just water, but also sadness and guilt.
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Both of us had already stopped crying. My head was on top of Jennie's chest and my hand was drawing circles on her exposed belly, while her hands were on my back and on my hair:
- I'm gonna kill them - she whispered, not wanting to ruin the peaceful moment
- What? - I asked, feeling a lot calmer than before
- If I ever see those boys again.. I'll kill them
- Don't say things like that Jennie
- I've killed once, why can't I kill twice? - she asked rather coldly
I looked up and before I could process what I was doing, I connected our lips. Jennie was surprised at first, but it didn't took long for her to sigh and kiss me back.
Since I didn't know what I was doing, I detached my lips from hers, afraid that I would be a bad kisser if things escalated. I opened my eyes and smiled weakly at her, who had still her eyes closed:
- You can't kill anyone because I won't let you - I caressed her face - I care about you Jennie. I know that it was Chanyeol who saved me from those two guys, but if you hadn't show up, I would still be horrified. It's true that I'm still a little shocked, but your warmth and caring helped me get though it. So thank you Jennie
I nudged her nose with mine:
- Open your eyes for me - I whispered and she slowly opened her eyes, letting me look at those pink and beautiful orbs - Perfect
I had to stare away after a little while since it was burning my eyes. She caressed my cheek and smiled:
- Okay then. I won't kill them, but I will make sure that I crack some of their bones yeah? Don't be too surprised if you see a bookshelf magically falling on top of them - she showed her gummy smile and I chuckled
- Okay deal