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By chaoticwinston

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Hiraeth definition: a home sickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was. A 16 year old Isabell... More

Fuck them
Fuck him
Fuck this
fuck this gas station
What the fuck
I fucking hate hospitals
Fuck you bryon
Fuck dallas
Fuck he's cute
Fucking watch me
Fuck I'm stupid
Oh fuck!
fuck I'd much rather live here
He Was Just Fucked Up...
Sooooo
Fuck It
For Fuck Sakes
Why The Fuck Am I Always So Stupid
Fuck That Hurts
Well Fuck
Fuck You Johnny Cade
Where the fuck could he be going?
Fuck no
Wait... what the fuck
Fuck I hate that church
Fuck goodbye I guess?
Don't fucking dare...
Like fuck I don't
Fuck...

Fuck idk

567 16 10
By chaoticwinston

I sat on my bed playing with my fingers before I huffed out loud and fell to my back staring at the ceiling it's been a week since Johnny and pony killed bob, things are starting to die down somewhat. Dallas went up to see them to today we fought for an hour about me going but of course in the end he won and I was stuck here by myself, I would've made the most of my day if I wasn't so worried about the fuzz following Dallas to pony and johnny's hide out spot. I got up and started to clean our room. Something I did when I was nervous not like their was much to clean considering the fact Dallas was a clean freak, I wish there was something for me to do to pass the time and take my mind off pony and Johnny. I grabbed Dallas leather jacket and made my way out the door, might as well go to the Curtis and check up on Sodapop. He hasn't been doing great since Pony and Johnny left to say the least, and I'm pretty sure somethings going on with him and Sandy. "Where you going?"

Buck huffed when I got to the door. "None of your damn business!"

I huffed slamming the door behind me. I walked down the side walk the Curtis house was only like 2 blocks away but my ribs still aren't fully healed so it takes me a little longer to get there. I honestly still can't believe that Johnny killed a man there's just, just no way he did. I can't see it not Johnny... no way. "Hey bell!"

Steve said slinging his arm around my shoulder. I jumped as I was lost in my thoughts. "Hey Steve."

I said while he laughed along with two-bit. "Scare you?"

Two said with a light smile. I rolled my eyes. "Yeah just a little."

Two laughed and Steve ruffled my hair and held me close in a choke hold like I was some rag doll. "Where's dal?"

Two-bit asked, I shrugged. "Dunno prolly with Sylvia."

I lied shoving open the chain link fence harshly. "Well he's definitely not with Sylvia."

Steve huffed shaking his head. I raised an eyebrow. "Why?"

I said looking to him while we walked up to the Curtis house. "He caught her two timing him."

I rolled my eyes. "Again?"

Steve nodded while two-bit walked in the house and held the door opened for me. "Thank you my good sir."

We were about in the damn house when a car pulled up. "Hey!"

A couple of socs yelled getting out of their car, I rolled my eyes while two-bit and Steve walked back out of the house making me stand behind them. "The hell do you guys want?"

Steve shouted rolling his eyes, I squeezed in between the two of them and crossed my arms. "Rumble,"

One of them shouted. "That vacant lot not far from here, 10 o'clock tomorrow! We're gonna beat the piss outta you!"

Steve scoffed. "Yeah right low life's!"

The socs laughed while looking at one another. "Be there or you'll regret it!"

One shouted slapping the top of the car. "Oh you'll fucking see us there!"

I yelled huffing, they were such idiots. They made my blood boil. Steve hit my back and rolled his eyes. "Shut up."

Two muttered walking in the house. I huffed and crossed my arms walking in after Steve and two slamming the door behind me. "Ease up on my door!"

Darry huffed I rolled my eyes and fell down to the couch while Darry picked up his work stuff. "Soda's staying home from work today."

He said looking to Steve. Steve sighed and looked to his feet. "Again."

He said tiredly. Darry nodded and walked to the door putting on his work boots. "I didn't think you worked on Saturdays?"

Two mumbled Darry huffed and picked up his took belt. "Well now I do!"

He said walking out and closing the door somewhat harshly. "Ease up on your door."

I said mocking his voice and rolling my eyes. Two smiled and shock his head at me, I huffed, crossed my arms while walking into Soda and ponys room. Soda was still in bed he's been like that almost all week, he's been real upset about pony which is understandable. I sat on the edge of the bed and put my hand on his shoulder I knew he was awake even if I couldn't see his face.

"Good mornin' Sodapop.." I said lightly rubbing his shoulder.

He sighed quietly. "Morning."

He mumbled, his words were also muffled by his pillow as he was laying face down on his bed. "How're you feeling today?"

I said quietly, he shrugged. "I'm okay."

I sighed and tilted my head. "Really?"

He shrugged. "I'm fine."

I shock my head but didn't question him further it's not that I didn't care it's just that why push him, if he didn't want to tell me then what's the pointing in pressing him. "There's gonna be a rumble tomorrow, you gonna fight?"

I said quietly I was excepting him to say no, Soda liked fights sometimes but he usually was a little reluctant to fight in one. "Hell yeah, we'll beat'em to a pulp."

Soda grumbled, I laid my hand on Soda's shoulder. "You should go talk to Steve Soda, get dressed, eat something and have a shower."

Soda looked to me and raised an eyebrow. "Is that all?"

I smiled at him and nodded. "Come'n man everyone's worrying about you especially Steve, go out and have fun."

Soda huffed and turned his face back to the pillow. "I can't I'm worried about pony and Johnny."

I sighed. "If I tell you a secret will you promise not to tell anyone, especially Steve."

Soda looked over then nodded. "Uh yeah."

He said sitting up. "Okay well, Dallas knows where pony and them are and he's gone up today to check on'em."

Soda looked over and raised an eyebrow. "Really?"

He half whispered, I nodded my head and sighed, Soda rubbed his eyes and sat up. "Dallas'll keep'em safe."

I said smiling lightly. Soda smiled too then got up and started to get dressed. I smiled to myself and walked out of his and pony's room.

I looked to Steve he was getting ready to leave for work today too. "Wait steve."

I said Steve looked over and scrunched his eyebrows. "Soda's gonna go to work with you."

Steve's face lit up like a kid in a candy store. "Really!"

I nodded my head and Soda came strutting out I seen the frown on his face change once he seen Steve either he was masking his feelings or he was genuinely happy to see his buddy Steve. Steve walked over and put him in a choke hold and ruffled his hair. "Hey buddy!"

He said smiling wide, Soda smiled up at Steve. "Hey!"

Steve looked to the clock. "Let's get outta here alright."

Soda looked to me then nodded. "Alright."

He shrugged, Happily walking out of the house. I looked to two-bit who was already on his second beer watching some cartoon. I fell down next to him and looked to him. "How's it going man?"

Two shrugged. "It's going."

I smiled and shock my head. "I meant how're you holdin' up no one seems to ask you."

Two looked to me and smiled. "Man I know the boys are fine."

I shock my head. "Not true you wanted to go to Texas just to find'em."

Two shock his head. "That don't mean I don't think they're fine I just wanted to find them."

I nodded. "To make sure they're okay."

Two shock his head and smiled. "You're so stupid sometimes."

I mumbled under his breath. So I knew I hit a nerve two was never "mean" to his friends, per say although he wasn't really being mean it was mean for two-bit. "What did you just say to me two-bitch."

I said tryin' my best to sound like Dallas, two laughed and shock his head. "Nah man you got dally all wrong its more New York when he's mad."

I raised an eyebrow. "Okay then you show me!"

Two was actually really good at impressions mrs curtis used to say it was because of how observant he was, at first when she said that I laughed but now that I'm older I see it. "It's more like Whatcha just say to me two-bitch!?"

I laughed it did sound like something Dallas would say and two-bits voice sound like dallas. "Good try."

I laughed teasing him. "That sounded just like him! Don't be mad cause I'm better then you at it."

I laughed and crossed my arm. "Okay if your so good do Johnny."

Two raised an eyebrow. "I think that's more your department."

"What?" I said, It took me a minute to realize what he was talking about. "Oh two gross! No you know what I meant."

I said while my cheeks got red and I rolled my eyes. "I don't know Bell I barely hear him talk."

Two said shrugging, I sighed and nodded. Ever since Johnny got jumped a few months back he was jumpier then a baby bunny. "Hey don't get all down man,"

Two said smiling. "I'm not."

I said shrugging. "How've you been holding up?"

He said slinging his arm around my shoulder, I laid my head on his shoulder and shock my head. "O-okay."

Two smiled down at me. "Alright."

He said quietly looking back at the tv. I closed my eyes and fell asleep soon enough.

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Word count: 1644
Finished: 20/11/20
Note: I'm having a rough time writing this haha

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