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DRACO's POV
I really did fuck up this time.
I don't know what it is about her.
I've never felt like this about a girl before.
I mean we haven't spent a great amount of time together but i want to get to know her properly.
She really got hurt by her best friends today.
And...me.
Oh darling i'm so sorry.
I began to chase after her desperately to resolve the situation.
But can it be resolved?
After all those awful things i said to her.
I was malicious and vindictive.
I had no right to assume what happened between her and harry.
And after what she said to me about
Me knowing nothing about her or what she had been through.
What had she been through?
It angered me to even think about it.
It angers me to even think about harry hurting her.
I'm assuming it had something to do with that dickhead.
If he hurt her...
i'll kill him.
I started getting closer to the entrance of the school but y/n was nowhere to be seen.
....
Her room.
....
She would of gone to her room.
But where is her room?
Shit.
Y/N's POV
I couldn't help it.
I had to run away from the situation.
I didn't have the strength to fight back.
Retaliate.
He said the one thing i was most hurt by.
The one thing that affected me more than anything.
Harry.
Yes there are some things i haven't told you guys.
About what happened between me and harry.
But...you will find out.
I know he couldn't of known what had happened between me and harry.
But now he knows i was with him...
What could change?
Everything.
I felt attached to draco in a weird way.
There was a certain and familiar feeling whirring inside me.
I've felt like this before...
But my question is when?
I can't remember honestly.
Tears were streaming down my face.
I was finding it more and more harder to breathe.
Panic.
Fuck.
I was having a panic attack.
I suffer from panic attacks only when i'm really stressed out or upset.
This can't be happening now.
Out of all places.
Shit.
I ran down the corridor trying to get to my room.
Without draco coming to find me.
last time i looked he was chasing me trying to apologise.
I don't need his apologies.
As far as i'm concerned...he can fuck off.
I managed to run up the stairs and get through the door to my room.
I slammed it shut, quickly locked it and started hyperventilating.
I stepped away from the door.
In shock.
Panic.
What have i done?
I've betrayed my best friend.
I need to resolve it with her.
I need to cut off draco.
I can't.
Yes you can.
Of course i can, fuck him.
No not literally.
You're never going to speak to him again.
You have lost you're friends over something so stupid.
Why did you do this y/n?
And
To hermione
After everything she has done for you.
You bitch.
My god all these thoughts were burning through my mind.
Leaving me clouded with negative thoughts.
My vision became blurry with specs of light forming over my eyes.
I was breathing so hard
my pulse was flying, my heart rate at this point was non existent from how fast it was beating.
I was going to turn around and sit down on my bed to calm down...
Until everything went black.
HERMIONE's POV
I can't believe she would do such a thing.
Normally, i wouldn't care who she dates, who she fucks etc.
But she got with the one person who has made me feel my lowest in the past.
The constant verbal abuse he would give me.
The insults.
The hurtful words.
She knew all of this.
And still went through with it.
She is such a bitch.
Okay i wouldn't go that far because i still love her.
She is my best friend.
But i will never forgive her after what she's done.
She didn't even have the decency to tell me.
I would of handled it a lot better if she would of just told me the truth instead of fucking lying to my face for...
God knows how long.
Ron was embracing me on our bed together.
Soothing me.
I would give up the world for him in an instant.
He is so pure and loving and i don't know what i did to deserve him.
"You okay?"
He looked down at me and traced his hand up and down my arm gently.
"Getting there"
I glanced at him with a soft smile.
But it faded as i remembered what had happened less than 25 minutes ago.
He nodded and gave me a soft kiss on the forehead.
"You know, i didn't think she would be like that...i hate to say it but past relationships can rub off on people and maybe she might of got it from harry"
He did not.
I flashed a look at him.
"How could you say that. I know she's been a selfish twat but her past relationship had ruined her, it was completely harry's fault"
"She clearly wasn't thinking properly. It could have been a coping mechanism"
But that still gave her no excuse to get with draco.
He nodded and stayed silent.
Oh no.
No
i didn't mean to upset him.
"Hey, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap back at you, i-i just know what happened between them and that she wasn't the problem"
He smiled and softly replied with
"It's okay, i'm glad your still protective over her even after what she did, i know it's hard to know that she betrayed you but you have always been a strong person and look over things."
"That's what i love about you"
I blushed at his adorable words.
"I love you too ron"
I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on his lips.
"Maybe it would be a good idea to patch things up with y/n, but she needs to be the one to come to you"
I knew how awkward it was going to be.
But i dreaded more of the fact that i still haven't forgiven her in my mind.
So what if i can't make up with her...
What if that's it?
DRACO's POV
I know her room will be on the second floor upstairs but my problem is trying to figure out which room is hers...
I needed to talk to her.
Let her know i'm sorry.
And whatever she does with that...
Is up to her.
A memory flashed through my mind of her beautiful smile and the two dimples that form on her cheeks when she would laugh.
She deserves better.
I can't be using her for my pleasure if she isn't over harry.
It's not fair on her.
Even though i couldn't give a shit about harry...
I would do it for her to stop her from getting hurt again.
By me.
I will have to stop talking to her.
...
Trust me
I don't want to stop what we have...
Whatever it is.
But it's not about my needs anymore,
It's about hers.
I started to make my way upstairs on the second floor until cho walked past me.
Maybe she knows where y/n's room is.
I doubt it but it's worth a shot.
"Hey cho!"
I called after her.
She turned around and gave me a weird look.
I'm not surprised...i would never speak to her, i normally insult anyone i come in contact with.
I know.
It's bad.
But i can't help it, it's a coping mechanism to deal with things.
I'm normally the one to start fights because they help relieve me of stress.
Stress from home.
My father hasn't spoken to me today.
He never does.
He only talks to me when he needs something or if something works in his favour.
Sometimes i feel as though...
He doesn't love me as a son and sees me as an easy ticket to get what he wants.
But
I don't care.
He's a fucking dick.
"Yes?"
Cho asked me in a questionable tone.
I sighed.
"Do you know where y/n's room is?"
She gave me a smug smile and laughed.
What the fuck was she laughing at?
the stupid bitch.
I squinted my eyes at her and furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
"She's the 3rd door down on the left, lover boy"
Lover boy?
Does she know who the fuck she's talking to.
I stepped closer to her
"Don't ever call me that again you filthy muggle"
Her face dropped and her smile disappeared almost instantly.
Good.
Serves her right talking to me like that.
"S-sorry draco, it won't happen a-again"
I raised my eyebrows at her then rolled my eyes, turning around leaving her speechless and in shock.
Stupid bitch.
I heard her footsteps trail off quickly behind me.
Pussy.
Okay.
3rd door down on the left.
I began counting in my head the doors i was walking by and stopped when I finally reached the outside of
y/n's door.
My heart was beating so fast.
Why was i feeling like this?
I raised my slightly shaking hand, ready to knock on her door until i heard a thud from behind it.
What the fuck was that?
Was that y/n...
Is she okay?
....
"Y/n?"
I called out.
No answer.
"Y/n"
I put my ear to the door to see if she was just ignoring me.
I get it, i'd want to ignore an arrogant prick like me too.
There was still no answer.
No sound.
I started to worry.
This doesn't seem right.
She would of shouted something aggressive to me by now, telling me to fuck off or something.
But it was completely silent.
I started banging on her door with my fist.
I tried turning the knob on the door but it was locked.
Fuck.
I panicked.
I stepped a few inches back from the door and ran into it Smashing my left upper arm and body to the door with force opening it abruptly.
The door collided forcefully into the wall once i had made my way into her room.
To my horror i saw her fragile body on the floor.
"Y/n!"
I shouted in worry.
She was there.
Half conscious.
Her Breathing shallow.
Fuck. fuck. fuck!
What do i do?
I ran over to her kneeling beside her head, stroking her hair.
And put my ear close to her mouth to double check she was breathing properly.
She was.
Thank god.
Oh darling what happened?
My heart was racing.
I looked frantically around the room to see what the cause of this mess stemmed from.
Nothing.
I saw nothing.
Sh-she must of passed out.
But that means she would of hit her head first on the floor.
I shook her shoulders gently trying to wake her up.
"Y/n can you hear me!"
"Y/n"
I whispered her name desperately.
Until she began to slowly open her eyes groaning softly in pain.
She began to panic and grabbed my hand in disorientation.
Not knowing what had just happened.
She shot me a confused but scared look.
"Hey, hey"
I said soothingly.
"Everything's going to be okay"
I nodded with worry drawn all over my face.
Fuck...what am i supposed to say to her now?
This was a quick chapter but the next one will involve summ stuff ☺️🧐😳