Right when I said I was ready for it, my ankle started to hurt. Why now?!? I got carried by K to the kitchen as he was the only one there, he placed me on the counter and went into the freezer to get and ice pack. "How bad does it hurt on a scale of 1-10" K asked worried. "5, maybe the pressure was getting to me, it doesn't hurt that much anymore." I lied, it was like a 9, I just wanted to dance to prove myself. "Just rest for a while, I don't want you breaking something." He joked and then Heeseung called him so he walked away to go see what's going on. To my surprise, Geonu walked up to me, "What happened?" He asked. "I have no idea." I tried to joke with him to break the ice. He laughed then said, "Is it swollen?" "Kinda, I just wanna dance..." I said sadly. He looked at me then said, "Then dance, even though it's a bad idea, sleep with the ice pack on or something, you have to prove yourself worth to be in the final 13." I just looked at him in shock then nodded. He patted my head then said, "I'll leave it to Jay to talk to you since he's walking this way." He smiles then leaves. "What was that all about?" Jay questions. I laughed then said, "We were just talking about my ankle, geez protective much." He smirked then said, "So... do you like anyone?" "I looked at him then said, "I like everyone here!" He laughed then responded, "that's not what I mean, I mean do you have crush on anyone?" My mind went straight to me and Jungwon's conversation talking about Sunoo then I got flustered. "Oh! So you do?" He teases. "What?!! No!" I say quickly. "Is it Sunghoon? Hanbin? Jungwon?...Sunoo?" He kept on teasing. "Why did you exaggerate on Sunoo's name?" I questioned. "Oh come on, all of us know you like Sunoo." He says. "I do not!" I argued back. "Do to!" He argues back as well, and we continued on until Youngbin came and said, "Are you two done? We need to finish up the dance." Me and Jay just both looked at each other then laughed, "We're coming." I reassured him as he nodded his head and left. Jay helps me off the counter and we walk back to the practice room. "Ahhhh our princess is back!" Jungwon says. "Welcome your highness!" Half of the boys including Jungwon and Jay says. I almost died from laughter, "Can we please just finish this dance!" I squealed as I was laughing. "Yes your honor." Now all the boys said this. I don't know how I'm gonna cope with some of these boys being gone. We finished this dance and it looked great, this one was more epic than fire. They started telling story to spook us out, I was kinda spooked, well really spooked, I almost tore Sunghoon's arm off from hold it too tightly. Everyone was spooked out that I was literally put in the same bed as K, it was funny but scary. It was finally time to perform I&credible, I was nervous but excited, I was ready to show my full potential and show what I'm really made of, and I did just that.
This performance kinda reminds of Dionysus by BTS cause of the outfits , that sounds weird, ANYWAYS, I think we did great, now it was just time for the global votes to see who was gonna be on the team. When we got off stage, I jumped on K, "OH MY GOSH YOU LOOKED AMAZING!!!" I screamed. "I think you did too but you don't see me screaming." He laughed while putting me down. I got a score of 73, which isn't bad to say the least. I wasn't in the final six which shocked me a lot, all the rest of us how to go to the ground to perform one more time. I was scared, I almost cried, I didn't want to leave I-land yet, I have to debut. I saw Sunoo and I rushed into his arms, he looked at me shocked and asked what happened. "We have to perform one more time to see who the final 7 would be." He looked down at me and said, "We're gonna make it, don't worry." I nodded and then hugged Hanbin, "I swear I haven't seen you in a while." I said to Hanbin. "Tell me about it, the circumstances are crazy!" He says. For our final words I said this, "Everyone! We're doing this for our dreams, do this dance to the fullest. FIGHTING!" They all shouted back, "FIGHTING!" These guys are my best friends, I'm gonna miss them if I make it or not. And then we were off to perform, I was more nervous than before what if I didn't make it, I just have to push that behind me right now. It's time to fight!
I feel like this group did better, but let me stop being biased. I looked at Sunoo after we were done performing and I just started to cry, this is the finale, this could be the finale to all these friendships I made, this is probably one of the most, nervous times of my life. If I don't make it, I'll miss Hanbin, I barely talked to him due to us being separated, I'm gonna miss Youngbin, I'm gonna miss Sunghoon, Jay, Jungwon, Sunoo, Daniel, Niki, Taki, Heeseung, K, EVERYONE. This can't be the end?! It won't be the end, I tried my hardest to stay calm but I don't know what's my fate at the moment, I thought I did good, was I wrong? I wanna debut so badly, what did I do wrong? Why am I doubting myself, they didn't say who was debuting and who wasn't yet, I need to stop worrying. As my last words were to the boys, Fighting!