ー try to try
as everyday goes by
i still try to try
but i am not yet
completely used to seeing
this look in your eye
you look at heather
as if he's your entire world
is it what your love
truly like?
it makes me wanna wish
i could experience it too
i wish
i could be loved
by you too
because from afar
it looks beautiful
everything that
i've ever asked for
has simply
gone into someone else's hands
i prayed day and night
only to see
someone else's wish be grant(ed)
it felt bizarre
how i completely had a chance
but everything's ruined now
it is, isn't it?
why is the world
so unfair?
it made two nearly perfect people
come together as a pair?
without giving me
a fucking chance to be repaired
i am done
with playing numb
i am done
give me some answers
how am i supposed
to find love elsewhere
the place where it blossoms for me
another flower is already resting there
but that flower is just too beautiful
i wouldn't even dare to pluck it just yet
is an ugly flower like me
just supposed to stare?
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This hit:(