AARON
Yesterday was a lot. The way she was looking at me was a lot. I thank my impulses and self control about stopping what was...happening, or about to happen.
We can't be together, in no shape or form can we look at each other like we did yesterday night. She's too good for me, too fucking good.
I don't want to give her a reason to leave yet. Finn likes her, he really does. And I do too.
I walk to the kitchen for breakfast. I decided to sleep a bit more today. Maybe I thought the less time I would be awake to see Madison, I would be in more control.
That's fucking wrong. I see her as I walk into the kitchen. How could I not? She sits talking with Finn, my son, in her pale silky night gown and her bear feet. Her hair falling to her back in messy blond strands that just scream 'fuck me'.
"Hey." I smile but stop when I see what they're both eating. "What's that?" I nod to the cereal bowls in the breakfast table.
"Cereals." Madison says simply.
"I know they're fucking cereals." I rub my eyes with the back of my hand. "Why are you eating that?" I grumble.
"What? Do you only eat gluten free?" She chuckles and Finn follows, when he doesn't even know what gluten free is. This kid just laughs at whatever Madison says.
"Whatever." I mutter and go to the pantry to grab-. "Why the fuck are there a hundred boxes of Oreos in my pantry?" I hear Madison and Finn's laughter and groan even louder.
"That's why you needed to go to the supermarket? To buy a bunch of junk?" I sigh when their laughter becomes louder.
"Aaron...You only give the poor kid toasts." Madison says trying to recover from her laughter. And there is the comment she wanted to say.
"I just thought he could try something different." She says softly. I nod, my face softening a bit. How the fuck does she do that?
I enter the pantry and grab some toasts before putting them in the toaster and grabbing the cheese spread. "I thought we could do something special today." I look at Madison with furrowed brows. "Since Finn's leaving tonight." She adds softly.
Fuck. He's leaving already? The last day is always the worst. I just know he's going to leave in the night and I'm not going to see him again in a month, and that breaks my heart. I would keep Finn with me if I could...But hes better with his mother.
"I don't have to be there if that bothers you. It's your son. Maybe you would like a more private--"
"Noo Mad." Finn interrupts her. "I want you to come." He whines, wrapping his arms around her neck.
She looks at me as if asking if that's okay and I nod. "You were the one with the idea." I shrug.
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Never in a million years would I thought she had this in mind. She sure as hell was sure, since she said it right away when I asked what we were going to do. Lora prepared us some food-basically some chicken tenders, sliced vegetables, cheese and olives-but Madison insisted on bringing ice-cream. Not sure who eats ice-cream on a boat but she isn't like everyone else.
And now thanks to her imagination, we are going on a boat ride to see the sunset and have fun-her word, not mine. Finn was obviously on board with the idea and I wasn't just not going to go with them. So now we are here, as I try to start the boat, Finn and Madison already spread over the back seats.
"Do you need help Captain?" Madison chuckles and I turn around to look at her with an annoyed look.
"Do you know anything about boats?"
"No, but it seems you don't know much Captain." She's been with the Captain shit since I refused for her to drive. I don't want us to die in less than a week since she's got here. Not that her driving a boat is the only probable way of us dying with her. She can get a bit...deadly, that's for sure.
"There, for fuck's sake." I groan as the engine comes to live. I try to maneuver us out and it seems to take a bit longer than expected. I fucking hate driving boats.
"Aren't you supposed to blurt the 'fuck' with Finn?" Madison looks at me with her arms folded over her chest as if to prove a point. But my mind isn't on what she just asked, it's on the way her arms are pushing her breasts up, making them much visible over her white sundress.
"Umm...no." I say after blacking out looking at her tits. Her fucking tits. What kind of man am I? This girl just seems to make myself ask that everyday.
I finally make my way out of our backyard and into the long lake. "I brought some speakers. Any music in particular?" I shake my head no and so does Finn, and her face beams with pure emotion as she decides on a song.
Some song starts sounding on the speakers and she gets up. "Haha." She says like the song with a serious look on her face. The lyrics start coming and I look at her with both bulging and confused eyes. She doesn't notice I'm looking just keeps singing, moving her hips to side to side. I can't keep my eyes off her body, off her moves, off the calmness of her face as she sings.
She gets near me, her face only inches away from mine as she sings. "Do you like the way I flick my tongue or nah? You can ride my face until you're drippin' cum. Can you lick the tip-"
"Oh hell no. What the fuck did you put? Finn's here." I stand up in a rush and turn the music off. She just chuckles and goes to put another song, thank god. I don't want my son saying cum all over his mother's house when he goes back.
Minutes pass of Madison singing and Finn joining in sometimes. Finn is now playing with his dolls at the back of the boat while I sit next to Madison eating. "What made you decide on marketing?" I ask out of nowhere. She looks at me quickly, possibly because of her zoning out.
"I was always good at that stuff, I guess. It's something I enjoy doing as it weird as it sounds. Who enjoys marketing?" She laughs under her breath.
"I enjoy it too." I say and she looks at me with a smile that could literally mend and break a thousand hearts. "As weird as it may sound." I add which makes her chuckle. I give myself a pat in the back for making her laugh. Now sure why I feel so content making her laugh though.
"How are your siblings. Ross and..."
"Ava" I finish for her.
"Yes, Ava." She nods remembering.
"Ross is here in San Diego. Works at my father's company too. In sales however." She nods and I continue. "Ava is in London. Working as a fashion designer."
"Really? That's so cool." Madison beams.
"Yeah. I always admired her for going on her own and not depending on our father's company. Seems like all of us work for him, except her." I smile. My sister is the most bravest person I've ever met. She had to deal with a lot, and seeing that she could get out and on her own is groundbreaking.
"I know you don't have any siblings but what about your friends. Have any?" I ask, laying my back on the seat as I pop an olive in my mouth.
"Yes." She smiles. "In Washington. Remember Josie?" She asks with a knowing look. Of course I remember her.
"Yes." I whine. "What a great pain in the ass." I say which causes to Madison to nod and laugh out loud.
"Well her, and her brother Joshua are my closest friends." She smiles looking at the sunset. Joshua? I get a feeling in my stomach, now sure what it is. Probably the olives.
"And a boyfriend?" She look at me quickly, her eyebrows furrowed as if in question. Fuck. Fuck. Why did I ask that? "Do you have a boyfriend back home?" I say softly.
"Umm...used to. We broke up a few weeks ago. Nothing to cry over though." She says, her mind wondering over as she says it. "You? Any girlfriends wondering around the house I should be aware of?" She says with a smirk.
"No." I chuckle. "Not a girlfriend type of guy."
"Oh, so there will be women but no girlfriends." She says with a cheeky smile.
"Maybe." I nod as a chuckle escapes my mouth. "I think we should get going." I say breaking the ice off.
"Yeah." She nods. She stands up to pick a song as I go and start the engine to go back home. "Finn." Madison shouts. "Come dance with me." I can't seem to stop my head from turning around to se them. Madison grabs Finn's small hands as she moves her hips and sings.
I turn around and get us moving on the lake again. I hear Finn and Madison's squeaks as they try to sing. I suddenly feel to hands o my shoulders and turn around to see Madison's face looking deeply at me and she sings, "Hold me while you wait. I wish that I was good enough." She drops her head backwards and screams more than sings.
"Come dance with us." She says grabbing my hands in her small ones. I shake my head trying to keep the chuckle from coming out of my lips. "Pleeease." She begs with puppy eyes. And I'm sure those were meant for something completely different than what cursed through my mind. I stand up, ashamed at what I just imagined, and let her lead me where Finn is still dancing.
"My love, my love, my love." Madison sings as she hood my hands in hers and moves her hips with the rhythm of the song. "Won't you stay a while?" She sings softer as she places both of her hands around my neck. "Dance with me?" She whispers in my ear and I can't keep the tingles from traveling down my neck to my dick.
"Is that's what you want doll" I whisper in her ear and place my hands around her waist, screaming at my mind not to lower them even though I sure as hell want to. I feel her hips moving in synchrony as she closes her eyes and rests her head in the crew of my neck.
We start to part but not before she whispers the last words of the song. "Won't you stay a while."
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"Bye dad." Finn says as I hug him tight, not wanting to let go of him, of the moments we spent this days.
"I love you Finn. I'll call, promise." I say with a sad look as I break off the hug and leave a final kiss on his forehead.
"Bye Madison." Finn waves. They hugged for like an hour, probably more if I hadn't interrupt them. I watch as Finn leaves the house and enters his mother's driver's car.
I turn around and Madison gives me a small smile. "We'll do something special next month. I'm already planning on it." She says before heading off to her bedroom.
Next month. What does she mean 'next month'? She'll be here next month. Will she still keep in touch with Finn when she leaves? When she leaves. I can't seem to get that thought out of my mind.
She'll leave. And everything will go back to how it was before.