[It's inspired by a reddit post!
I don't remember the post name but I assume it was under r/wholesomestories.]
🌺 Homies
🌺 Taehyung and Jimin (Vmin)
🌺 Oneshot
Tae Pov ~
I can't do this. I can't believe I am starting to show homophobic characteristics.
Why am I behaving like this all of a sudden.
I have had gay friends in the past but.. I never felt disgusted at the thought of them kissing guys
Why do I feel sick to my guts when jimin does that.
Ahhghhhh
Maybe I should leave, it's better than hurting jimin with my homophobia...
I guess I need therapy..
Right now I decided to go out of city for sometime to not make things worse...
Nj : what are you thinking Tae?
Tae : uhh, nothing I just feel like an ass hole and I know I am wrong but I don't know what to do and why I behave like that.
Nj : huh..?
Tae : *sigh* it's a long story..
Nj : and I have got all the time, moreover I think you need expert advice *wink* and maybe talking it out would help.
Tae : *smiles* true
Jin : so what exactly happened.
Tae : when did you come?
Jin : at long story part. Now start talking kiddo. *ruffles tae's hair*
Tae : *laughs* alright. So you know me and jimin are homemates.
Namjin : yeah
Tae : and that he is gay
Namjin : when did he came out ??
Tae : *sigh* let me tell you from start.
Jin : *sipping hot chocolate* tell the detailed story.
Tae : sure *chuckles*
**𝙁𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙃𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆**
*one year ago*
Jimin : TaeTae can we talk.
Tae : sure jiminie, what is it.
Jimin : *sigh* I am gay!
Tae : *jungshook*
Jimin : don't hate me
Tae : *hugs him* why would I hate you, it doesn't matter whether you like guys or girls.
Jimin : really??
Tae : *boxy smile* yup, drama king
Jimin : *chuckles*
*𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠*
Jin : WHY WAS I NOT INFORMED ABOUT THIS!!!
Joon : calm down babes
Tae : well now you are..
Jin : anyways continue
Tae : so nothing really changed between us we were the same as before, except the fact that jimin started bringing boys over.
It wasn't a wrong thing, I mean I used to bring girls over too.
Nj : used too?
Tae : after Kai and I broke up, it's been 8 months. I decided not to date for some time.
Nj : so how were you an asshole.
Tae : *sigh* well for some reason I started feeling disgusted by the thought of him and those guys, the problem is I don't feel like that for other gays, it's just him..
Jin : elaborate
**𝙁𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙃𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆**
**6 months ago**
Tae Pov ~
I reached home from uni and the seen I saw was not at all what I wanted.
Jimin was making out with some guy on our living room couch...
Honestly I don't even know why but I felt sick to my gut.
It was embarrassing for all of us so I just rushed to my room and we decided not to talk about it.
And after that day, for some weird reason I started feeling sick just by thinking that jimin and some guy are together.
Which is weird and wrong of me to think.
Worst part is, sometimes that disgust is outshown and I don't want to hurt jimin.
Jimin haven't gotten in any serious relationship it's just random dudes sometimes.
*One month ago*
When I reached home I found a guy with him once again and disgust was written all over my face.
I tried my best to hide it but I don't think it worked..
**𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨**
Jin : so you were asshole to those guys, but not jimin right?
Tae : well, a few days ago...
**𝙁𝙇𝘼𝙎𝙃𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆**
**few days ago**
Tae Pov ~
I got home and guess what jimin was hooking up with some random man.
I don't even understand why but I felt angry, disappointed and disgusted.
I gave that man the worst look possible and he just decided to leave and tried to talk to me while leaving but I behaved rude and arrogant.
After he left, me and Jimin had a huge argument...
I mean jimin obviously noticed how I was behaving like an asshole for quite some time and this was the last rock.
And...
Jm : WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT KIM TAEHYUNG!?!?!
Tae : what do you mean ??
Jm : you know exactly what I am talking about Taehyung!
Tae : no I don't! Tell me what eXaCtLy you are talking about.
Jm : your weird behavior.
Tae : *scoffs*
Jm : Taehyung, what's wrong. Why do you always cut the topic whenever I talk about my date.
Why are you always grumpy whenever some guy is here.
Like why?! What's wrong?
What jimin said was true I indeed did all that but I don't know why... So I just kept quite. And why does he have to call me Taehyung, can't he just stick to Tae?
Jm : Taehyung, it's not like you don't bring people over. I agree you haven't brought anyone after Kai and you broke up but you were a literal FUCKBOY before you met her!
I never had any problem with all the girls you brought over, so why are you so pissed with me bringing boys!
What I said next was worst, I didn't meant it.. I was ju-just trying to defend myself....
Tae : BECAUSE YOU BRING A DIFFERENT BOY EVERY FVCKING WEEK!
BECAUSE WHENEVER I COME HOME I SEE YOU MAKING OUT WITH SOME RANDOM DUDE!
Jm : that's cause I am not looking for something serious!
And see who's saying this all, our dear FUCKBOY!
So you don't have any problem with me being other guys if it's not at our home right ??
Tae : yeah...
Jm : you don't care if I am with other guys ??
Tae : I don't..
After that, jimin seemed a bit sad... I guess it's because of me being so mean..
Jm : alright then, I am heading to a "friend's" I hOpe you won't have aNy prObLem now!
And with that he left...
That night we were going to have anime marathon but he didn't returned home...
**𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠**
And after that I just spent my time rethinking the whole situation...
And that's why I am here at you guy's place.
And I am planning on shifting as I don't want to hurt jiminie...
It's better if I stay away from him for the time being....
Nj and Jin : *laughs*
Tae : *irritated and shocked* Why are you guys laughing?!?
Jin : because you my dude, don't have homophobia you have homophile
Tae : huh??
Jin : it's evident that you have crush on jimin
Tae : no? I am literally straight!
Nj : *backhugs jin* that's what I thought before meeting jinnie *laughs*
Tae : B-but
Jin : listen kid, you feel irritated not because of being homophobic but because of being "𝙅𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨"
Tae : what?
Nj : Tae, think again about what you said to us.
You feel sick only when "𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣" is with someone else.
Jin : yeah, you never had a problem with us. Moreover you were disgusted by the thought of 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣 and other men.
Nj : you see, it all adds up around 𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣
Tae : B-but I don't want to ruin our friendship...
Jin : honestly, I think that jimin has a crush on you too.
Tae : huh?
Jin : you said that he was said at you being fine with him doing stuff with other guys. Right?
Tae : yeah, but it might be because of the argument.
Nj : hmm, you are planning to moving out anyway right?
Tae : I mean, if I keep being like that then yes.
Nj : then just confess. If it's a no you were moving out anyway. If it's a yes then you both can be happy together.
Tae : 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨...
Jin : then take your time and think about it.
Tae : okay...
Tae : 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨...
Jin : then take your time and think about it.
Tae : okay...
Nj : yeah, you shouldn't rush things.
Jin : we would leave you alone to think about it. If you need anything just call us.
Tae : thanks hyung *smiles*
Nj : and if you love jimin do confess, because you never know so don't jump to conclusion "that he wouldn't like you" at least confess.
Tae : okay hyung
*namjin leaves*
Tae Pov ~
I just stared out of the window, watching the peaceful snowfall and thinking about my feelings.
This snow reminds me of the snowman competition we participated in, how we both ended up rolling down the hill together, cause Jimin clumsily fell and I fell in attempt of saving him, I chuckled at our memory.
How we both made mochi together and ended up with flour all over us. We really looked like ghosts
How, jimin got so worried when I got lost on our trip. And how he was about to cry because he thought, he lost me.
And how the thought of life without him makes me tear up.
When we both fought for dumplings, that was so silly but at that moment, it was serious for us.
How we ended up writing songs about our incidents.
How, 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨....
Maybe I do love him...
Because the thought of losing him scares me more than losing anyone
Because littlest (it's not about height XD) things remind me of him
Because the bond I have with him is surreal
Because 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨
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He can brighten me up, in my darkest Times
His cute eye smile is enough to fill me with bliss while I am drowned in grief.
Jimin really is my 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡
He indeed is the perfect man for me.
I can't afford to lose him...
As namjoon hyung said,, I would at least confess.
Maybe it would all go well...
I decided to leave right away, since I didn't wanted to waste a minute.
I bid my goodbyes to hyungs and they both wished me luck for the confession.
**time skip**
*at their home*
Jimin Pov ~
I was watching an anime when I heard the keys jingling.
Who could it be?
I got up and was about to reach ahead when Tae entered the living room.
Tae Pov ~
Jimin : "Tae? Weren't you on vacation"
Tae! Yes! Finally!! I was so sick of listening to "Taehyung"
Tae : ohh, yeah, I just came early.
Jimin : *smiles* great! Com'on let's watch this together, it just started.
We were both watching anime, but my mind was roaming on confession, I honestly don't know when should I confess, or should I even confess or not....
I mean jimin is normal now, what if this confession ruined everything...
Like I don't want to ruin our friendship just for this stupid confession....
Tae! Remember, namjoon hyung told you to at least confess! You need to at least let him know about your feelings.
Jimin : Tae, Tae?
Tae : h-huh?
Jimin : *chuckles* what are you thinking?
Tae : how to confess to you
Jimin : what did you do?
There is no point in hiding anymore, maybe I should just say the truth...
Tae : *sigh* jimin I need to tell you something...
Jimin : what is it??
Tae : yk, I was behaving like a douchebag towards your bfs
Jimin : yeah *chuckles*
Tae : well turns out I was jealous.
Jimin : jealous *laughs* tae, it's not like you don't get girls.
What were you even jealous of??
Tae : iloveyou
Jimin : aww I love you too, TaeTae. But what were you jealous of *laughs*
Tae : the fact that I wasn't the one kissing you *mumbles*
Jimin : what?!?
Tae : *sigh* *holding jimin's hands* jiminie this might be a little awkward and I hope it won't ruin our friendship... But I think I have caught feelings for you... I really love you jiminie, not as friends,, but as a man. If you say no I totally accept and understand your decis-
*jimin kisses Taehyung*
Tae : *jungshook*
Jimin : *in tears* I love you too Dumbo!
Tae : re-really? But what about all those guys.
Jimin : *chuckles* that was me trying to move on from you because I thought you were straight.
Tae : well I that's what I thought so too *chuckles*
Jimin : *smirks* guess you couldn't resist my charm huh.
Tae : well neither could you ;)
*tickeles Taehyung*
*Lying down exhausted from laughing*
Vmin : you are my soulmate~
*chuckles*
Tae : yk, this crush got me thinking I was homophobic.
Jimin : *laughs* what??
Tae : you see, I felt disgusted seeing you kiss those people, but what I didn't realized was this disgust was actually due to jealousy.
Jimin : *laughs* ngl my ex is indeed a good kisser you know
Tae : yah!! Chim stop teasing me.
Jimin : what if I don't huh?
Tae : then, 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙧 𝙄 𝙖𝙢! Way better than that guy.
Jimin : *smirks* 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙚.
Tae : 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙮.
*you can imagine what would have happened*
**the end**