Hello there!
Quick thing I'd like to mention. There's smut in this. There will also be a link at the end of every chapter for the song the title is named after.
Trigger warnings: mention of r*pe, gender dysphoria, mention of sexual/mental abuse, mention of suicide, killing
If you're not comfortable with these topics, please don't read. Also, if I inaccurately portray something, please tell me.
Thank you :) Anyways, next chapter is when the actual story starts