PEAR
Sabay kaming bumaba she holds my hands and i like it...no i love it...
dinala namin sa garden yung niluto nyang kanin at corn beef tahimik kong itinatago ang kilig ko sa simple gesture nya
"tattie sorry ha yan lang alam ko lutuin"
"nah thats alright mag-barbecue naman tayo eh"
i lit the fire para magpabaga ng charcoal habang pumasok sa sya loob ng bahay to grab the hotdogs and porkchop
"di ba masyadong madami?" tanong ko sa kanya
"tama lang yan tattie para tumaba ka rin like me" natatawang sabi nya sa akin
tumaas ang kilay ko "wala akong makitang fats sayo your curve is in the right places"
her face glow "talaga???"
"oo naman sabi nga nila love is blind" sabay tawa ko ng malakas
she made face "and love is sacrifice"
hinatak ko sya "anung meaning mo nun"
"wala naman..." her voice crack na parang iiyak sya
"iiyak ka ba?biro ko lang yun"
" hindi ah napuwing lang ako ng usok" sabay iwas nya sa akin
tahimik kaming nagluto ng barbecue at kumain...habang gumagabi lalong lumalamig kumuha kami ng blanket at ibinalabal sa likod namin while drinking hot choco at nakatingin sa bon fire
"tattie pwede kantahan mo ako" she said
napaisip ako anung song ba yung narinig ko the other day na ang una kong naisip ay sya...hindi ko maalala ang title...
i started humming and she lay her head on my shoulder
I fell in love with a beautiful girl
And she still takes my breath away
I fell in love in the morning sun
While the hours slipped away
Sometimes when I hear your name
A smile creeps on my face
And for reasons I can't explain
It's never out of place
i look her in the eyes...she has this look...hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa reflection ng apoy but she look as if she is lonely...
'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to
'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to
i guide her head to my chest... i let her hear my heart...beating and from that moment i knew it is only for her...
You ran your finger down my back
And you spelled out your name
While we lay there on the soft warm ground
For a week and thirteen days
And I know that it sounds so wrong
And you've heard all this before
I didn't come back and I wasn't there
I won't trouble you no more
naramdaman ko na nababasa ng luha nya ang suot kong damit and it pains me to see her cry i stop singing...
"hey----"
"makelove to me Pear" putol nya sa sinasabi ko
i see the yearning in her eyes na parang kung tatanggi ako ay masasaktan sya...
i kiss her slowly...i savor the the sweetness in her lips...my fingers run through her neck outlining her collar bone...i close my eyes...and accept the sensation...
she touch my face and pulled me closer...
i lay her down sa loob ng tent...
humiwalay ang labi ko sa kanya her eyes is still close...i watch her memorizing her face...as she open her eyes we stare to each other...and all i can see is love...
i kiss her once more...i thrust my tongue inside her mouth..
parang ang lamig na kanina lang nararamdaman namin ay nawala instead napalitan ng inet...
i cannot contain my excitement i bit her lips...sa sobrang gigil
bumaba ang halik ko sa leeg nya...i heard how she moan...i lick her skin...
ramdam ko ang pagliyad nya all i want is rip our clothes...
i stop kissing her and immediately remove our clothes....
i bit my lips ng tumambad ang hubad nyang katawan sa akin...
ang lakas ng kabog ng puso ko gusto kong umatras pero this is what i want...
"having second thoughts Ms.Yuzon" her sexy voice made me lost my sanity
i kiss her but this time i made her feel my burning lust for her....
i felt her palm on my back...it was soft...and needy
i lowered my kiss to her bosom...my hands caressing her body sinasadya ko diin ang bawat hagod...i want her to feel the same need she has for me...
i rub mine...to hers...
"oooohhhhh Pear" daing nya sa akin
i suck her nipples...it is hard and proud as if hinihintay talga nito ang labi ko...
when i felt her fingers into my spine it was my turn to moan out loud...
i'm drowning...with lust and love...
all i can think is to please her...
i lick the contours of her boobs...sucking...licking...leaving marks behind...
i begin to move...pumping on top on her...
rubbing each others body...ramdam ko ang inet na nagmumula sa tyan ko pababa sa private ko...
"Pear please..." then she moan as if she want more
i kiss her tummy...i lick her navel...while my hands grabbing her boobs placing her nipple in between my finger...
i lick her groin...
"oh gosh...." bulong nya...
she widen her legs for me...i slid my tongue to her clit...she place her legs to my shoulder...i bit her thigh....then suck it a little...
i try to get inside her...
"Pear teka lang..." halata sa boses nya na medyo nasasaktan sya
i flash my sexy smile "relax" at hinaplos ko ang tyan nya...she moan once more...
i kiss her pearl...i encircle my tongue...in her clit...i make it a bit hard...
naramdaman ko nung hawakan nya ang isang kamay ko and i felt she wet more...
i lick her opening...slowly i try to get inside her...
i know nasasaktan sya but i try to be gentle...
she never did let go of my one hand...
i until i get through...my movements turn from gentle to a bit faster giving her more pleasure...then she grab my hair...pulled it a bit maslalo ako nanggigil sa kanya
i taste her... over and over... then i knew she about to come...
i move more savage...
"oOoOoOOooohhhhhh" she scream...
i quickly move on top of her and kiss her on her lips...
"sorr---"
"it is perfect tattie" putol nya sa sasabihin ko
ewan ko but my tears fell down " i love you tattie ko" pakiramdam ko yun ang pinaka-honest moment ko...
unti-unti nagliwanag ang paligid mumunting liwanag ang kumakalat sa labas...
it was natural lights of nature mga alitaptap na parang nagdidiwang para sa amin ni Swan...
then she kiss me "you the best that ever happen to me"...
i smile back to her...nagulat ako nang itinulak nya ako pahiga
at naging mapusok ang halik nya sa akin...puno ng pananabik... she quickly move on top of me...gusto ko magprotesta pero...wait gusto ko nga ba talaga...no alam ko sa sarili ko na handa ako tanggapin sya...
i felt her tongue inside my mouth exploring me...
her kisses went to my ears...down to my neck...her body grinding to mine
kung my higit pa sa salitang turn on yun na yata ang makakadescribe sa nararamdaman ko...
she move as if alam nya kung san ang mga kiliti ko...kung anu ang masarap sa pakiramdam ko...
she suck my nipples like a hungry baby...i try to behold...but then all i could do is moan...my breath is panting...
i felt her fingers on my clit nanginginig ako sa excitement...hindi ko maintindihan ang gusto ko but i want more...more of her in me...
gusto ko mainis ng tumigil sya idinapa nya ako pero bago ako mainis nanindig ang balahibong pusa ko sa ginawa nya she lick my spine...ramdam ko ang dila nya gitna ng likod ko...
higit pa ron ang nipples nya sa likod ko
"fuck!!!" di ko mapigilan
we lay side by side and i felt hers to my butt... she again caress my clit...
"tell me to get inside you Pear..." bulong nya sa akin...
parang mabait na student ko sa kanya "i want you inside me"
muli hiniga nya sa ako she suck my nipple...nibble them...as if it was a candy...
then she went to tummy...to my navel...at gaya ng ginawa ko kanina she suck and kiss me there...
"oh...swan..." impit ang bawat ungol ko...
when she try to get inside me pakiramdam ko mahahati ako...
but her tongue easing the pain...
pakiramdam ko bawat hinga ko ay mapuputol...then all i can feel is pleasure sa bawat hagod nya....i want her to stop...yet i don't want her to stop...
she move faster...that made me loose my sanity...
something I can't hold came out from me...
then she held me...pakiramdam ko buong katawan ko ay tumitibok...mula kaliit liitang himaymay ng laman ko...
"i love you Yuzon akin ka lang" bulong nya before i pass out...
"ate!!!" sigaw ni Apple
"bakit ba???" inis na tanong ko sa kanya
"sabi ko aalis na ako kasi kakausapin ko si Papa kanina pa ako nagsasalita dito di mo ako pinapansin" sinalat nya ang noo ko "mainet ka may lagnat ka ba?"
"umalis ka na nga!!!" iritableng sabi ko sa totoo lang alam ko na namumula ako
"babalik ako mamaya ibibili kita ng gamot tingin ko trangkaso yan" tukso nya pa sa akin
sabay takbo palayo sa akin...
i sigh
at pagbagsak na nahiga sa kama ko
niyakap ko ang sarili ko
i miss her...
one week na mula nung mangyari yun
and one week ko na sya hindi pinapansin
pero pakiramdam ko taon na yun...