My devastation
my fatal friend
when I'm alone you're truly comfortable.
my eyes close and I see you
darkness
My feelings are numb nowadays.
I usually care but
I don't know whether it the time,
friends
family
me
society
or you that causing me to be like this
I would like to go back how I was
when I did care
when I loved
when I feel
when I was my old self.
I don't mind this though.
just being by myself.
I can reset and start