^^me @ hero the last chapter lmao
Hero's perspective
I fucked up.
Im crying.
im really fucking crying.
I watched Jo leave in the Uber, as i stood under the awning, that was blocking me from he rain.
Now she's gone.
Probably in her trailer by now.
I'm here crying like a fucking baby.
I'm such a dick.
I walk back into the club and order myself a drink.
I'm drunk.
But it's helping the pain.
A girl comes and sits next to me.
I don't look her way but i can feel her gaze on me as i drink my alcoholic beverage.
"You look a mess." she says and i don't answer her.
"You look familiar...wait aren't you that hero guy." she says and I just keep drinking and staring straight forward.
"Don't worry, i won't tell anyone." she says.
I normally would get nervous but i'm starting to feel numb.
"So, why do you look like shit?" she asks and i snap my head at her.
She's a brunette and has brown eyes. Cute i guess.
But i just want Jo.
I want her in my arms, i want her hugs and kisses, i want her.
But, I lost her.
Again.
"Non of your business." i say and look away.
"Com'n, i'm bored." she says.
"You're at a club." i say and she shakes her head ordering a drinks
"Yeah but this isn't where i want to be, today i found out my girlfriend was cheating on me." she says cursing.
"Girlfriend?" i raise about eyebrow.
"Yeah yeah yeah, what you thought i was interested in you?" she says laughing and i shrug.
"I found her in our apartment with another girl. why? why would she do that to me? I thought she cared about me. And she really broke my heart, i loved her." she says and blinks away tears that almost fall.
"So my friends dragged me here to have a good time and forget, but hey the alcohol isn't working so now i'm here talking to you." she says and i just look at her.
"The alcohol isn't working right now for me either." i say rubbing my eye.
"I told you my problem now tell me yours." she says resting her head on her hand.
"No, i didn't ask you to tell me shit." i say finishing me drink and ordering another one.
"Okay if i'm being honest i saw you and that girl fighting outside." she says and my eyes widen.
"Don't worry, i didn't stay long enough to find out what the deal was, but now you're here and she's not, it's killing me not knowing what happened."
God knows who else saw us.
"I don't want to talk about it, plus i don't know who you are or even your name. I dont trust you." i say rolling my eyes.
Fuck i hate myself.
I miss her.
"We'll i'm Katie." she says putting her hand out to shake it but she puts it away when I don't move. "And i know your name is hero, so there you have it, we're officially acquaintances. And i promise, cross my heart, that i won't say a word." she says smiling.
"No." i say and she frowns.
"The only reason i know who you are is because my friend likes you or something. Also, I'm a good person and i have no reason to tell the world about your problems. I wouldn't want someone to do that to me."
"I don't know if you're lying though." i say actually contemplating it.
"I'm not though." she says frowning.
"So what was the fight about?" she asks.
Fuck it.
I take a big sip of my drink and then start to talk.
"My girlfriend and I- ex girlfriend and I, got into a fight and i broke up with her. But i didn't want to." i say.
"So why did you?" she asks and i sigh
"Because this girl Mariam, an old friend of mine, told me that she was going to post pics of us together if I didn't break up with her. Of course i dont want that to happen but i wasn't actually going to break up with J- i mean my girlfriend. And Mariam made me feel like shit, like i know my girl- my ex deserved better then me, but god i've never felt the way that i do with her about anyone before. But when we were fighting, i was upset and angry and my insecurities got the best of me and a part of me though that maybe Mariam is right. My girlfriend deserves someone better. And i know Mariam wouldn't hesitate to post the pics. So i just broke up with her." i say and i'm staring at the counter. I look to my right and Katie is looking at me with sad eyes.
"Damn." she says and sighs, "I don't know who this Mariam bitch is but she's a bitch. I guess for famous people, who you date is a big deal." she says raising an eyebrow and i nod.
"If your ex is really all that and you feel the way you do, don't let her slip away." Katie says.
"It's too late. And i know she won't forgive me. I was such a dick to her." i say covering my face with my hands.
"We're your feelings mutual about eachother?" she asks and i nod slowly.
"I think so. I mean, we were happy." i say.
"Then find a way to make it up to her." katie says.
"I already put her through enough." i say slouching.
Katie grabs my shirt, "If you genuinely care about this girl Hero, and i mean care care. She is worth TRYING to fix things for. Listen, if you don't try you may regret it forever." Katie says.
I close my eyes.
"I'm scared." i say and a tear falls, but i wipe it away quickly, "How do i even make it up to her?" i ask.
"I would definitely take things slow and try to explain to her how you really feel and how your sorry. But don't overwhelm her. Be honest but give her to time to think about it all." Katie says.
"Thank you." i say and she nods.
"Anytime...so i'm guessing i'll never see you again after tonight." she asks.
I don't why but that makes me a little sad.
"I suppose probably not."
I can't give her my phone number because i don't know if she'll give it to people.
"Well then it was nice talking to you Hero." she says smiling.
"You don't look sad." i say and she laughs.
"I mean people meet people everyday that they'll never see again. And trust me, saying bye to you is the least sad thing to happen to me today." she says and i actually smile.
I get off the bar stole and she salutes me.
"See you....i dont know when." she says and laughs.
"Bye katie." i say and she drinks her drink.
I walk away, through the crowd of people.
I leave the club and call an Uber.
I hope i can still fix things with Jo.
I at least have to try.
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