Zoella
Last couple of days have been exciting ,confusing and scary but what I'm feeling most is that I need closure especially from Jason I loved him and he left me and now I'm starting to open my heart to klaus again. I'm just afraid that he leave just like everybody does
As I was in the kitchen a pair of arms wrapped around me I turned to see klaus
" good morning beautiful "he said kissing my neck
I smiled at him before turning to face him " good morning to you too, as we said yesterday hands to ourselves "
Out of nowhere I was placed on top of the kitchen top "Yeah well someone as beautiful as you needs to be worshipped "he said before kissing me
As we pulled away I looked into his eyes and I knew I needed to be honest with him "I need to tell you something, I know you're not gonna like it but I need to do this from myself "
"Whatever you need to tell me, just tell me it's okay " he said looking in my eyes
"Well this morning Jason called me invited me to dinner I said yes because I need closure, I need to be honest with him about everything, this is something I've been putting off for a very long time he hurt me, I live with constant anxiety that everybody that I love leaves me"I told him
"So you're going to dinner with your ex tonight "he asked me
"Yeah I know it's weird especially after everything that happened yesterday but I need to talk to him, to let everything out I hope that your support me through all of this " I said to him walking out of the kitchen
Klaus
After hearing that Zoella was meeting with Jason my insecurity started to peak she is the love of my life, i'm scared that she's going to choose him over me. I'm really frightened and that's not easy for me to say well if she leaves me but if I don't get a second chance
as I walked into the living room Rebekah and Elijah was sat there
Rebecca looked at me "What is wrong with your face"
"Zoella told me that she is going out for dinner with Jason, I'm sacred that she go back to him " I told them
Elijah looked at me "you have to let her have this conversation with him. he hurt her, she is dealing with two men who broke her heart give her time"
"Elijah is right everything is going to be fine. you're a different man now a better one as well, you need to give her time everything is going to be fine "Rebekah said
Zoella
As I made my way into the restaurant I saw Jason and sat there waiting for me as we were eating dinner. I felt comfortable with him but not in a boyfriend and girlfriend kind of way more of a best friend. that's why we need to both be honest with each other
" Zoella thank you for meeting me I know this is difficult, especially considering I turned up at your house uninvited"Jason said
"Yes you did corner me in my house, but that's okay I know you just wanted to talk. Therefore I want to say as well"I said
"I can understand, where you're coming from so whatever you need to say "he said to me
" you broke both of us after you spend years trying to prove that you wouldn't hurt me or Margot, only to walk away but now I am so sorry to tell you but I can't go back to being your girlfriend, I don't feel like we have anywhere to move to and that's down to me being in love with Nik, not because he is the father of my child but because he is my dream guy, he was my everything. I know that with work we can be what we once were, now that we know that we're both not perfect,i'm sorry "I felt bad for what I was saying but I knew I needed to be honest
"Thank you so much for being honest with me at least you have the guts to do that and I am sorry that I hurt you and Margot it was never my intention but I guess you're right, klaus is always be the man that you love. it was an honour to be your partner for even just a little while, I will always hold a part of you in my heart.thank you for coming tonight, I hope whatever happens you will be happy"Jason said
"Thank you, but you need to know that you don't belong here with me, you belong with your family back in Mystic Falls. Which I know deep down you want to be there so go home Jason can be with your family. I'm with mine to it took me a long time to remember that "I said pulling him into a hug before walking out of the restaurant to go home
As soon as I made it home Klaus was sat"Nik why are you still up, I thought everyone would be in bed "
He looks scared is that I wasn't going to come home "I just wanted to make sure you got home okay, is everything good "
I smiled at him before pulling him into a hug" everything is great Jason is on his way back to Mystic Falls. I'm really tired so I'm gonna go to bed sweet dreams Nik "I kissed his cheek before walking up the stairs