~Next morning~
*5 AM*
~In the train room~
*Putting on bandages*
"No more self-harm"
"No more bringing up the past"
"No more weakness"
"No more damn hallucinations"
"Focus and control"
~I put on a blind fold and hold my gun~
"I need focus and control over my mind even if the past gets in the way"
"There is no more going back, This is my life now"
Y/n: Rose?
Rose: *Yawning* Okayy.. it's too early gosh..
~She responded as she picked up the small stacked squared woods~
Rose: I'm still worried if a camera have caught us coming in..
Y/n: I don't think so, second GD isn't that work free to waste time looking at the cameras so don't worry
Rose: Okay, Y/n don't you shoot me for god's sake
Y/n: You're throwing them in the air
Rose: Ik but still. Aight here we go
~I put all my focus on my breathing~
"Not a good idea but vision is what really tempts me to remember things"
Rose: I'm going, 3 2 1!.
~I heard a little whoosh of the wood she threw on my right and I quickly lifted my gun up to the right but didn't shoot~
"Dang it."
Rose: Missed. Again, 3 2 1!
~She threw another one but heard it on my left this time~
~I pointed the gun up to the left but again didn't shoot~
Y/n: Ugh I can't guess where it is
Rose: Again?
Y/n: Go
Rose: Okay 3 2 1 Go!
~She throws another one and I give it all my focus to listen~
"It's at the back"
~I turn around and shoot up high in the air~
Rose: Oh god
Y/n: Did I hit it?
Rose: ...No
Y/n: Give me two this time
Rose: I hope that didn't wake up anyone but Okay.. 3. 2. 1.
~This time she throws two of them~
"Okay Y/n focus!"
~I heard one on my right but... not the other one?.~
Rose: Missed
Y/n: Huh?! But. I didn't even-
Rose: You didn't even react
Y/n: Because I didn't hear the other one
Rose: Y/n it's because I only threw one, You got distracted by thinking there will be two of them and missed it. You will never know how many I will throw so you also need focus to know that. You need to think quickly to guess fast then react
Y/n: Ugh true.
"If someone blind got in a fight, they'll never know how many people would attack them, I only need to listen calmly and react when it's time"
Rose: I'll throw 3 2 1!
~She throws em and I focus on how many it can be and where it can be~
"Hm.. two! There's two"
~I immediately lift my gun to the left side and shoot twice~
Rose: Omg so loud..
Y/n: There was two wasn't there??
Rose: Y/n you don't need to really focus how many there must be and important if you hit it or not
Y/n: Uhh I did?
Rose: .Nope..
Y/n: Ugh.
Rose: But you were right about the two, I did throw two
~I take off my blindfold~
Y/n: This is no use.
Rose: Hm?
Y/n: It's too hard to control it I guess.. that I can't focus properly..
Rose: ?
Y/n: Whatever. You can go back to sleep.
~I put the gun down~
Rose: Uh but.
Y/n: Yeah yeah they're not awake this early, you can make it out quickly
Rose: Y/n!
~I turned to her slight loud voice~
Y/n: Yes?
Rose: That's not what I was gonna say, I was gonna say that when you did all that, did you recall anything about the past?
Y/n: huh?
Rose: Your concentration was so strong that you didn't even worry if you'd think about the past
~I get confused as I think about it~
"Wait- but she's right, I didn't worry about that like before when I trained"
Y/n: That's right
Rose: Hhhh that means you CAN stop it
~I think more about it as Rose checks her watch~
Rose: Oh! It's 5:30 I'll head back before I get caught
Y/n: But. Can we try it again tommorow?
Rose: Sure! I will wake up early
Y/n: Thank you so much..
~She approaches me and takes me in a hug and I somehow got shocked~
Rose: You can do it Y/n, even in this state, everything is possible
~I calmly take it but couldn't hug her back~
Rose: Alright! I'll go back to sleep!
Y/n: Careful with the guards
Rose: Yup okay Bbye~
Y/n: Bye.
"Okay now.. let's start the real training"
~After two hours, it's 7:10~
*Rose's POV*
Rose: Okay uni I'm ready to work
Ava: Rose.
Rose: Yes?
Ava: I forgot to ask you yesterday who rang the bell, I fell asleep
Rose: Oh. Um. Oh! It was Mr. Ji-hoon, he asked me not to forget to water the plants infront of the gate
Ava: But. You always do.. so why would he ask you for a reminder late at night?
Rose: Aish uni yesterday I almost forgot to do it so I told him to remind me before I go to sleep
Ava: Hm. Okay..
Rose: Uni don't worry so much about me, I will not make any mistakes
Ava: Just becareful honey.. And please don't try to go inside often, I don't wanna see you be in trouble...
Rose: Ofcourse uni!
Ava: Okay let's get to work
Rose: Okay!
Ava: Help me move this large flower pot over there
~We both put arms around the large flower pot and slowly try to lift its heavy weigh~
Ava: *Grunts* c-careful
~We put it down after some steps and we get up to rest a little as we bend back in slight pain~
Rose: That is very heavy!
Ava: We have to continue
Rose: Ah give me a min uni
???: Oi Oi Oiii hurry up and open the doors, We need to be quick as we say!~
~Me and Ava uni turn to the gate and we see three girls with two going after one, and men behind them all armed!! They're walking to the gate~
Guard: Please stop right there!
???: Hahaha! Let us in, we don't want to start fight, We just want a word with an old friend, our almighty leader
~Says loud the middle one~
"I like their outfits tho. School like pink mini skirt and crop tops, fishnet tights. Looking like gangsters but. Who they came to see?."
Ava: Rose! Start moving
Rose: U-uh y-yeah
~I stopped looking at them and put arms around the pot but also wondered much~
Rose&Ava: *grunts while picking up the big flower pot*
*Your POV*
~I closed the training room door behind myself and walked down the hallway to the livingroom~
"Okay it wasn't so bad today.. No blood this time, good"
~I get to the livingroom and see the boys and Hyo-rin except GD there awake~
Hyo-rin: I made orange juices! Come each take a glass
Top: You should've made some waffles.
Hyo-rin: I'm not your maid -_-
Taeyang: Goodmorning Y/n!
Y/n: Uh morning?
Taeyang: Why do you look so tired?
Y/n: Train.
Taeyang: Train? What train?
~I can see how confused he is and it confused me~
"Oh. He doesn't understand because he doesn't know"
Y/n: Uh. I train.
Taeyang: But train for what?
Daesung: Bro inside the training room she means, Where we always trained
Taeyang: Huh?? What?! Well why would YOU train there??
Y/n: Uh. I- I need to?
Taeyang: No. you're a girl, your body can't hold the exhaustion and pain in that room
Top: Uh I think you got the wrong impression of her dude, She trains everyday almost the whole time of the day
Tayang: What?
Daesung: What do you think I got this broken arm from? She's that strong that she loses control sometimes and she shot me in the arm
Taeyang: Wait what?! You told me you fell
Daesung: I didn't want you to worry much but yea..
~I stood there silent~
Hyo-rin: Wait I don't get it, what training? What shot?
Boys: Uhh..
Taeyang: Uh baby she just works out alot because she thinks she can't take control of her mind
"I did always think the boys might've told Taeyang and Hyo-rin about me but why would He tell her like that? When he knows how bad it really is?."
~Hyo-rin puts the trey down and quickly approaches me and grab my hands~
Hyo-rin: Oh! Don't worry Y/n! You'll be okay! If you don't think so much about it you'll fine! You don't need intense workout to feel okay
"Is she trying to make me look stupid or what? If she really knows about me, what kind of reaction is this?"
~I just realized I was frowning and it was because I am pissed because of this stupid reaction~
~I angrily put her hand away~
Hyo-rin: Huh?..
Seungri: Y/n stay calm.
~Seungri said and I saw him looking at me a little concerned~
"I guess he's right, It's probably trying to get me.. I should calm down"
Y/n: Okay.. I didn't mean to.
Hyo-rin: Haha it's fine! Here take a glass of juice
~She was about to give me but Taeyang quickly gave me a glass he had in hand~
Taeyang: This one is yours! Yours had ice cubes since you're tired and feeling hot from training
"Ugh I can understand this"
~I rolled my eyes and grabbed the glass from him~
Hyo-rin: Oh. I thought they all had ice cubes.
"Yes Hyo-rin they all fucking do but mine is different because they're trying to sedate me, But I take it anyway, I need to stay calm"
~I take a gulp of the juice until we all hear a bang on the front door making all of us turn to it~
???: Aishh Ya'll already know we don't mean harm so let us fucking go
~We see three girls coming inside with big weapons on them and many suited men behind them~
???: Oh Heyyyy boyssss!!~~ Where is your lovely leader???~~ I need a word or two with my old friend
"Who the fuck are they?"
~I look at the boys and I can tell by their face that they know them but their expressions look pissed~
Daesung: You can knock
Top: What the heck do you want Jenny?
Jenny: Chirp chirp and chirp, shut up birdies and tell me if your boss is home
Hyo-rin: Does she mean GD?
Jenny: Ahh Taeyang you're back I see
Taeyang: I was hoping to not see you crickets ever again
Jisoo: Well now you do haha!
Hyo-rin: Oh!! Now I remember you bitches!
Jenny: Ughh we don't want hands in hairs lady so go in your husband's arms, let's go to boss girls~~
~She said and followed by the two girls to Ji-Yong's office?~
"Well anyways, why do I waste my time on them?"
~I asked in my head as I took a gulp of the juice~
Y/n: Algh a little bitter..
"How many pills are in there boy"
Jenny: AAAAHHH GD!! Hello!!
Daesung: My god how annoying
Taeyang: Baby I got it, listen I have nothing to do with them anymore! Trust me!
Hyo-rin: Istg!! Even if you look at them, I will pull out your eyes then theirs!! I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH!
Taeyang: Baby chill out please
"...but who are they? Why do they all know them and hate their guts that much? But if that attitude was toward me, they wouldn't be breathing the next second"
~I put the glass down and since everyone is busy with talking, I slowly walk over to GD's office~
~I stand behind the door and try to listen~
GD: You can't be breaking in my house like that
~I hear GD's voice and I can tell how cold and sort of pissed he is talking like~
Jenny: Sorry ugh, Your guards just doesn't seem to remember our pretty faces
GD: Enough talking useless and tell me what you did
Jenny: Well well, We didn't seem to get a very good information about what you asked for but!! You know we always say yes to your commands and try our best to do it for you senpai!!~~
"GD. Works with girls?.! What?"
GD: You're testing my patience here Jenny, I won't hesitate to kill you three right this second
Lisa: Chill out senpai haha, you know we always play hard to get
Jenny: Anyways anyways ladies! Let's talk about the real reason and deal
~I put my ear more close to the door trying to hear it out~
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Seungri: Y/n?
~When I heard Seungri's sudden voice behind me, I immediately stand straight and look at him~
Y/n: Oh! Uh..
Seungri: What are you doing.?
Y/n: N-nothing actually, I just walked by
Seungri: Oh okay, you wanna come and eat breakfast with us?
Y/n: ..Y-yeah.
~He smiled and walked away and I turned to the door one last time then followed him~
~We both went to the livingroom as Hyo-rin was still scolding Taeyang~
Taeyang: My god baby you're talking nonsense! Why would I come back for these bitches?!
"Ugh these two are still arguing"
Hyo-rin: TAEYANG
Taeyang: Yes??
Hyo-rin: I'M NOT STUPID!
Daesung: Yah can you two calm down?
Hyo-rin: YOU SHUT UP!
Daesung: Alright alright, your on your own man
Seungri: Let's eat breakfast, Y/n is joining us
Hyo-rin: You're not gonna sit next to me!
Taeyang: ('＿｀。|||)
~Then we just heard high heels coming closer~
Jenny: Seems like we'll be visiting often boys oh-
~She approached me with a stunned face and smiled while reaching out her hand~
Jenny: You must be Y/n! Haha you're so cute in person! nice to meet you~
~I heard Ji-Yong's footsteps coming as I turned my head to look at him~
~I didn't even held the contact for a second and turned my attention back on the girl and shook her hand~
Y/n: Becareful each time you visit, you may end up dead in one with this attitude
~Everyone was shocked at such comeback I gave but I wouldn't want this bag of words annoy me everytime~
~I put my hand away and looked in her eyes, almost wanting to rip her apart~
Jenny: Haha You're my style! Strong and sassy! We would appreciate to see you joining us one day right girls???~~
~The other two nodded their heads while giving me big smiles~
Jenny: I'll leave for you to think about it, I'm afraid we should leave due to some work haha Have a good day peeps!
Hyo-rin: HOPE YOU DON'T MAKE IT TO TOMMOROW!
Jenny: DIE!
~She said last word and huffed, walked outside moving their hips, almost showing their underwears~
"Ugh how annoying will my day be?"
~I turn to look at GD but I see how he's eye talking with Taeyang~
~Ji-Yong looks at me again with his scary eyes~
Ji-Yong: Y/n-
Y/n: I need to take a shower, Then I'll join for breakfast
~I said and made my way upstairs~
"Do I look like I wanna hear your words today GD?"
"No"
TO BE CONTINUED!!!