Yoongi bit his nails. His pale skin was covered with a layer of cold sweat. Everything was a mess.
How could he have been so stupid to show his little side to a stranger. He could be reported to the higher ups and there's no telling what they would do. Or worse, what if this information was leaked to the media? It would be the end to BTS' career.
But Seongsu... Yoongi felt like he could trust him. Perhaps it was the way he fidgeted under Yoongi's gaze? Or maybe his earnest eyes when he explained that he wouldn't expose Yoongi?
Still, it wouldn't be good to be too trusting. Yoongi was prepared to bribe the new manager in order to keep his mouth shut.
Yoongi spent the day regretting his actions.
. . .
The sound of the door opening snapped Yoongi out of his thoughts. He heard the members' weak "i'm home"s and decided to go into the living room. The members were all sitting on the couch with a tired expression on their faces.
Yoongi was quite disappointed. He wanted to go into little space and show them Yoonie's drawing but seeing how tired they were, he decided he shouldn't burden them with an energetic little.
"You guys okay?"
His question was met with grunts and hums as they were too tired to even answer properly. It wasn't a rare sight, this usually happens the first day of promotion. The feeling of wanting to give their best for their first performance would usually result in this. If Yoongi had been promoting as well, he would've been the first one to pass out so he couldn't blame them. Being an idol is not easy.
Yoongi decided to heat up some leftovers for the members. He placed the heated food on the dining table.
"I heated up last night's fried chicken. Eat up. I'm gonna go to bed now."
The members thanked him and Yoongi entered his room with a pout. Calm down, Yoonie. It can't be helped. Perhaps tomorrow?
. . .
The members left for a music show again the next day, leaving a frustrated Yoongi at home alone once again. He wasn't feeling particularly little today so he didn't really know what to do. He was lying on the couch with his eyes closed, intending to nap for a few hours.
His plan was disrupted as suddenly the doorbell began ringing. Yoongi opened his eyes with a frown. Who the hell...
Yoongi dragged himself towards the front door and peeped through the peephole. It was the new manager. Yoongi opened the door with a smile, happy to have a companion for the day.
"Good morning, Seongsu-ssi," Yoongi had said.
Seongsu gave a curt nod and answered the greeting.
"Everything okay? You got food?" Seongsu asked, doing his duty.
"Yup."
"Then, I'll leave now. Ah, here's my number by the way. Call me if anything happens."
Just before Seongsu could leave, Yoongi tugged on the sleeves of his jacket. Seongsu turned around and his expression was saying 'what is it?'.
"Come in."
. . .
Yoongi was sure this was all because of his little side. Yoonie probably has some weird attachment to Seongsu so he asked him to stay. So there they were, sitting at the living room, drinking a cup of tea.
"So, why did you ask me to come in?"
"No reason. I was just lonely and bored."
Seongsu looked like he was hesitating on saying something. Yoongi didn't like people being scared to say something to him. It's not like he's gonna kill them or something.
"You wanna say something?"
"Ahh, well, I just have a few questions."
"Ask away."
Min Yoongi was fucking dumb. How could he just say that? He's for sure gonna ask about Yoonie. This Seongsu was dangerous, Yoongi can't help but lower his guards around him.
"Do the other members know you're... like that?"
Yoongi raised an eyebrow. "They do."
"D-Do they accept it?"
"Yeah, I guess."
Seongsu let out a sigh of relief.
"I read about it a little. Little space, I mean. I just wanna say that if it's the way you cope with things then I'm not gonna judge you. It's apart of you and I respect it."
Yoongi let out a chuckle. "Well, thanks, I guess."
Seongsu felt his heart stutter at the sight of Yoongi's gummy smile. The crinkles next to his eyes, the way his nose was a little scrunched, his pink gums showing. Seongsu felt like he couldn't take his eyes off.
"I'm bored," Yoongi said suddenly. "Let's do something."
"Uh, sure, what would you like to do?"
Yoongi thought for a while. What could two adult men possibly do together? "We should play games!"
It proved to be a bad idea as Seongsu was surprisingly good at games. They have played 3 games so far and Seongsu kept beating Yoongi in each and everyone of them. And this, of course, causes said Yoongi to sulk.
"Why do you keep winning?" Yoongi whined as he lost for the millionth time today. "Are you cheating?"
Seongsu noticed the pout on Yoongi's lips as the older frowned. Seongsu considered losing purposefully to make him feel better for the next game.
"I don't wanna play anymore."
The sadness in Yoongi's voice made Seongsu feel guilty.
"Just one more round, Yoongi-ssi?"
"No."
"I promise, this round and after that we'll stop."
"Nuh-uh, you're gonna win anyways, what's the point?"
"You don't know that," Seongsu insisted. "Please? Let's play one more round, okay?"
With that Yoongi agreed and they played another round. Seongsu did intend to make Yoongj win so he purposely acted as if he was disappointed at every crappy move he made. In the end, Yoongi won.
"See? You won!"
And imagine Seongsu's surprise when Yoongi turned to face him with the happiest face ever. His cheeks and nose were slightly pink as his mouth formed the largest grin Seongsu had ever seen on him. Imagine Seongsu's surprise again, when Yoongi throws himself onto Seongsu.
"Yoonie won! Yoonie beat Seongie!"
Seongsu was flustered at both the hug and nickname. As he was panicking, he didn't hear the door unlock and being swung open.
"Get the fuck off Yoongi-hyung or I will shove the fucking heel of Jimin's boot in your eyes."
. . .
hehe i present to u the 23rd chapter. school's cancelled so we're back to online classes so i guess i have more time nowadays (don't expect too much from me tho)... and pls tell me if there are any spelling mistakes or smth like that. that's it, hope you guys enjoyed :))
ps: wtf even was this cchapter lmao
+i actually wanted to publish this earlier but wattpad was undergoing maintenance or sumn