~ As long as you love me ~
The good or the ugly
Whatever it is, it's alright
It's like you control me
Without you, I'm lonely
But you're different
You and Jeno knew each other since middle school. You weren't that close, usually called each other just as a classmates. After starting high school you barely saw him since he debuted as an idol. But he didn't take a big place in your life so it wasn't that important to you.
Until one message...
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You were doing your math homework and struggled to understand it
"Gosh why is it so confusing?!" You talked to yourself and looked at the clock which was already showing 11 pm. You were tired, and your mind was full of thoughts about bed and YouTube. After finishing one exercise, you put your books in the bag and jumped on the bed. You stretched your body and took your phone. Before you unlocked it, you got a message
"Lee Jeno?" You said to yourself and for a second hesitated if you should open his text. You thought about just swiping it but you accidently clicked on it
"Damn it" You whispered and read his text
"Hey, long time no see~ I wanted to ask if you could send me homework for literature and math? Thank you!😁" You thought for a second and sighed
"Really? Now I need to get out of the bed again..." You said and lazily rolled out of the bed
You sent him, the homework he asked for and after few seconds got Thanks text back. You finally opened YouTube and saw that you got another message from him. This one made you to smile
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That night you talked till 2 am. Jeno hasn't changed at all. He was nice and warm person. Each morning he would send you good morning text and each night- good night text. You two were getting close and close. Whenever he had time he would come over to your place or you would go to his dorm. With each time you looked at him, your heart became warmer and warmer. Finally you understood that you like him...
Today was finally Friday and Jeno had time for a sleepover. You cleaned your house and waited for him impatiently. Since it's been over 4 months how you two are close friends, you finally made up your mind to try and shoot your shot. You were confident, but deep inside didn't want to hear the answer NO...
After an hour Jeno was finally here. He had your favorite food and drinks, just as usual and after hugging each other you went to your living room
"So where's your mom today?" He asked placing his phone on the table and flopping on the sofa
"She's in her coworker's birthday, will be home only tomorrow" You said and he nodded
You two got comfortable and started to watch some action/comedy movie. It was hilarious and made you to laugh. Seeing Jeno's adorable smile made you to imagine how much you want to have him in your arms right now and kiss his lips
You were so focused on the movie ending and didn't notice what was happening around you. Jeno placed his head on your shoulder and yawned
"I don't think that I can watch the 2nd movie, I'm so sleepy" He said in deep voice and you froze in your place. You had no idea what to do or what to say
"Y-yeah..m-me too" You stuttered and felt as if someone chained you up. Jeno didn't know what he was doing to you and that his actions like that made your mind to go crazy
After the movie finally ended you both changed to more comfortable clothes and layed in your bed. Now that you were finally in bed, you were wide awake. Jeno started to joke around and made you to laugh till you started to cough. He loved to see you happy just as you did. He didn't stop with his jokes and it ended up with him tickling you. You rolled around the bed making him to laugh the same as you. As you both got tired you just looked at each other, catching your breaths. Jeno without any warning kissed you. You were quick to respond and wrapped your arms around his neck. He gently places his hands on your hips as you two made out. His left hand slowly ran up your side and squeezed your boob, making you to moan into a kiss. Your hands grabbed sides of his shirt and took it off exposing his muscular chest and abs. Jeno's lips went from your lips to your jaw and lastly reached your neck. His hand let go of your boob and went in your panties, he slowly rubbed your clit making you to arch your back and bury your face into his neck. Jeno took off your pants along with panties and layed between your legs. He saw that you were nervous and took your hands
"Don't be nervous. I promise I will make you to enjoy it..."
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That night was unforgettable. All weekend you couldn't stop thinking about the way he touched, kissed and held you. You and Jeno didn't talk about it but both of you couldn't forget it
On Tuesday you met again. This time you wanted to make things clear between you two and finally to confess.
In cafe while waiting for him you ordered your favorite drink and kept on checking the phone. Finally you saw him walking in. Like always in your eyes he looked flawless. After ordering his drink he sat next to you. You both hugged and started to talk. He was talking about his upcoming comeback and you cut him off for a second
"Umm listen, I came here with few questions. About that night" You said and he quickly closed his mouth
"Didn't we decide not to talk about it?" He said and you played with your cup
"Jeno, I like you. And that night just made my feelings hotter. What about you? Do you feel something for me?" You asked not looking in his eyes
"I love you Y/N, but only as friend. I can't call that night as a mistake because it was amazing but we can't keep on doing this. We're just friends" He calmly said and you gulped. You felt tears forming in your eyes and you bit your lower lip
"O-ohh I see...I guess I was just stupid" You said and he placed his hands on yours
"No no! You weren't stupid, listen our friendship won't change, okay? It's just not now....You deserve so much better, who could be with you whenever you need him. I'm sorry Y/N for breaking your heart, but we can only be friends" He said and you nodded. The tear fell out of your eyes and you quickly wiped it off. Jeno couldn't see you suffering like that, so he stood up, pecked your cheek and brushed the hair out of your face
"I need to go now, let's talk later. I'm sorry again" He said and after taking his bag left
You didn't look at him and after wiping your tears away took your drink and left the cafe too, going to the opposite way