Hey everyone, sorry I haven't updated for awhile, I just wanted to say I have a new John Shelby story that I will update soon and a Marvel imagine book. Warning this is sad sorry :(
It was superposed to be a happy day, Tommy and Grace's wedding but there you were lying in John's arms lifeless, your eyes closed, your body cold and pale. John crying his eyes out shouting for you to come back to him, Arthur on his knees breathing heavily watching his brother cry, Tommy holding a crying Grace as he struggles to hold in his own tears. Polly and Ada hugging each other sobbing their eyes out hoping this was a nightmare and Micheal stood staring at you in shock watching the blood as it runs from the corner of your mouth. Finn and Isaiah watched a woman they considered a mother figure to them die their own cries making everyone's heart shatter if they weren't already.
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"Do you remember our wedding day ?" you ask John as you two dance, your arms resting on his shoulders as his hold your hips.
"Yeah we were 19, best day of my fucking life" John replies gazing into your blue eyes as you do the same.
"Are you taking about the bloody wedding or the after party love?" you wink making him chuckle.
"Both darling, though last night and this morning was a fucking good party" he smirks as you roll your eyes playfully, "Surprised you can walk."
"Well after what I have planned for you when we get back , tomorrow you might have to carry me around" you smile sweetly, tilting your head to the side "Cause honey you look very very very hot in that suit, don't think I can resist you any longer."
John chuckled bringing his lips to brush against your ear sending shivers down your spine, "Sweetheart after I am done with you, you will need at least a weeks rest."
"Hey ! don't I get a complement back" you pout playfully at him.
"You look absolute stunning y/n" pressing his lips against yours for a small yet passionate kiss, John always made your kisses passionate, he didn't know when his last day would be especially in the business he and yourself was involved in.
"I love you" you whisper against his lips.
"I love you too" he whispers back.
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You sit watching Charlie and Karl play in front of you a small smile on your face, you and John didn't have children you and him plan to have them but you don't want to raise children when you both were in deep with the Shelby business. You feel someone sit next to you but you keep your eyes on the children.
"Are they yours ?"
You turn to see a man in uniform, one of Graces guest, you try not to roll your eyes at the man or make a snarky comment as John, Arthur and Micheal all complained about them and hated them therefore you hated them too even thought you didn't have a reason to. But whoever John didn't like you didn't like either. But you smiled at the man and shook your head.
"Who's are they then ?" he asks, his eyes on you more than the children making you uncomfortable.
"One is my sister-in-laws and the other is my brother-in-laws."
"So your married" he pushes on.
"Yeah 7 years, John Shelby" you look up at the man. Who hums and puts a hand up noticing the waiter signalling he wanted a drink.
"Do you want one ?" he asks.
"Yeah please" you reply looking back at the children, not noticing the man put a white power discreetly in your wine watching it quickly devolve into drink before handing it to you. You smile politely and take a sip not noticing any different taste in it. The man smiles widely at you making you shuffle in you seat uncomfortably.
"Well lovely talking to a famous Shelby" he quickly says walking off towards a group of uniformed men in the corner of the room. You catch your eye with Micheal, who had obviously had noticed the man himself, he raises an eyebrow at you asking if you were okay in his own way you just nod slightly.
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The night was long, dancing with the Shelby brothers, laughing with Polly, talking with Grace and making fun of the uniformed men with Micheal. But there was a feeling at the bottom of your stomach the whole night making you feel ill. You smiled through it not wanting to ruining Tommy and Grace's day with you being ill. Smoking outside with Arthur, you felt like something was coming up thinking it was the amount of wine you consumed you quickly ran past Arthur and threw up in the bush.
"Had enough to drink love" Arthur laughed but stopped when you didn't laugh with him. You turned around with wide eyes, your skin pale as snow, as blood runs from you mouth. Arthur suddenly sobers up running quickly towards you.
"A-Arthur w-what.." You stumble over your word feeling your chest tighten.
"Love, look at me I am gonna lay you down and get John 'ay?" He slowly pushes you down, noticing your body trembling he takes off his blazer wrapping around it before kissing your forehead quickly making his way toward the entrance bumping into Micheal, Arthur shouts at him to look after you as he finds John. Micheal runs over to you, instantly falling to his knees. Holding your head in his hands, he wipes away the tear falling from you eye.
"Its okay y/n, your gonna be okay" he whispers looking over his shoulder to see if Arthur had come back with John.
"M-Micheal..It burns..I w-won't make i-it" you say weakly feeling a burning sensation in your body like fire is burning your insides. Before he can reply, John skids against the gravel, Arthur and Tommy not far behind. You smile slightly at John hoping it would ease the pain and sadness in his eyes but it only gets worse when noticing the blood now running from you nose. Micheal falls in line with Tommy, Arthur, Finn and Isaiah watching you and John with panicked eyes. John is quick to pull your body into his lap, sitting you between his legs your back pressed against his chest, your head laying on his shoulder.
"Y/n...please..please don't leave me" John whispers softly "P-p-please baby, I can't do this without you."
"John..." You whisper, and turn your head into the crook of his neck, "I want to go home. I want to go home with you" your bottom lip trembling." I love you" You say feeling like things were falling for you quickly. You mind was trying to think of happy things like you and Johns marriage, the mornings you would wake up wrapped up in John's arms or the way John and you would just dance randomly in the living room, you and him laughing as he would spin you around.
"Fucking get help !" John shouts wrapping his arms around you tightly. "Y/n...don't you fucking leave...please..sweetheart-"his voice breaks watching you as your eyes start to grow heavy. You pull yourself up a little with all your remaining strength, placing your lips on his, he holds your head there hoping you wouldn't leave him, hoping this was just a nightmare, that you had accidentally fell asleep on his arm making it go dead and his brain was just telling him to wake up. But it wasn't he could feel you slipping away from him making him hold you tightly and he felt your lips go cold against his. He pulls away placing his forehead on yours as he cries. Your heart breaks as you feel it slowing down and knowing you leaving John alone nothing to leave him but a broken heart.
"I-I-I..I love you J-John...so much.." you whisper closing your eyes feeling the pain roll over your body.
"I...love you too sweetheart...so..so much" He whispers through the tears.
Your eyes close as you choke on one last breath only tasting the blood running from your mouth. You forehead falls off John's onto his shoulder. He cries in pain knowing his wife had gone, he sways you back and forth in his arms, unable to let you go.
"Please..come back, come back y/n...my sweetheart please" he whimpers "Please!" he shouts.
Arthur falls to his knees as he watches John cradle someone he considered his best friend , his sister dead in his brothers arms. Polly and Ada followed by Grace all hear cries form outside, bust into the scene instantly shocked. Ada screams you name as Polly beings to cry pulling her niece into a hug but unable to keep her eyes off her nephew holding onto a woman Polly thought as of a daughter. Grace rushes to Tommy's side pulling him into a hug chocking a sob as her eyes lock on your hand that slowly slides away from John's. Tommy lets a few tears spill, placing his head on top of his wife's closing his eyes tight shut trying to block out the cries from everyone. Micheal's eyes watch the blood run down the side of you neck as his heart breaks, you were the only one how treated him like an adult, you were his sister and watching you die was heart breaking. Finn and Isaiah watched a woman they considered a mother figure to them die their own cries making everyone's heart shatter if they weren't already.
"Sweetheart ! Please ! No... baby please..please.. I am begging you...wake up please!" he shouts, hoping you would listen to him, "Please..sweetheart, I can't do this alone, I need you please...y/n..y/n please." John continues to rock your body back and forth, tears continuously rolling down his face holding onto your body not wanting to let go.
"Please..."